I come here now with such a somber heart. I have literally been writing my book on and off now for the past 2 years and haven't even so much as released a single chapter, solely out of fear. I am afraid that people won't like it. I am afraid that if they do I won't be able to keep them happy because I am no where near consistent enough in my writing despite my absolute love for it. I'm afraid of being so persuaded by edits that I change too much of the story. And quite honestly I am deathly afraid my parents will one day read whatever it is I do post lol but really I just don't want to be a cliche. I just want the story that I thought (I say thought because after so many reads and re-reads I've started believing my story is stupid) would be great to be heard but I can't even seem to put my pride aside and just try. I am not a fan of resolutions but I do hope that THIS YEAR I muster the courage to post a freakin chapter tell the story and let the chips fall where they may.
