@Shapoover24 Well, I don't know in details what happened but I guess your words could interpret in two ways, one is that you overloved him and he didn't reciprocate well enough, and now you think of yourself that you serve as a trouble for him, a burden on him and doing things for him which you think he doesn't like. In short, you are blaming yourself for everything. Feeling guilty for yourself that you have annoyed him with your presence.
And the other one is that you actually did something wrong to him that you realise now and find yourself guilty for that... If so, then I think you should apologise for the same, and believe me, you will never regret it in the future.
But if it is the first case, then you still have to talk properly with him and sort it out without having the fear that you would be staying with him or not. Because if it is really meant to, then it will work out anyway, and if it is not, then even God himself cannot save the bond of yours, no matter how badly you want it to stay.
It is all about the parts of life.
And I hope your life will shine from the place of the future whenever you look back at it.
Good wishes dear!❤️