SharpCheddarCheese

Do you remember?
          	
          	21st night of September??
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	(Love this song with all my heart ngl, love this kind of music, like Careless Whisper, Just the Two of Us, etc.)

SharpCheddarCheese

Somehow still not dead yet, maybe I will be soon, who knows, just gotta read fanfics to avoid crying about a current situation lol
          
          I hope it's resolved, but we may take a break from each other, I think he needs a break from me, but if we do take a break, I'll make sure there are some ground rules first

SharpCheddarCheese

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            Still nothing from him, I texted him at 10 AM, and now it's 4 PM. He's ignoring me, I'm taking a break from him for now (not break up)and have 2 friends to send a message in case he asks about it, I'm not talking to him during this break unless it's about working together and fixing the problem 
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SharpCheddarCheese

Btw, I have a boyfriend
          And him and I are doing great, I really like him, apparently he's liked me for most of the school year and I never really talked until months ago, but either way, I really like him, and he was my first kiss, though it was weeks ago
          
          What's really funny is that I pulled him even though a lot of people like him, like, how did I pull him, well, in his words I "yanked" him ☠️

SharpCheddarCheese

Tbh, I broke down and started sobbing on the bus onw home from school, I hate seeing him, why does he have to sit at my table, he said he would give me space, I made a joke about me going on a date with a friend, we are, but like a friend's date, and I tried to tell him I was joking but he quickly said "I don't care", he had a blank face but he seemed low-key pissed off, but it doesn't make sense considering the fact he was a total dick earlier in class and was basically yelling at me for trying to participate in the activity for class, he's ignoring the fact that we dated, so I all I can do is be a dick back, and then he gets annoyed, why sit at my table if we annoy you so much??
          
          I hate my feelings

SharpCheddarCheese

My girlfriend has become distant and she likes someone else, ans I said poly or break up is fine, and I'm trying not to cry :)