Tbh, I broke down and started sobbing on the bus onw home from school, I hate seeing him, why does he have to sit at my table, he said he would give me space, I made a joke about me going on a date with a friend, we are, but like a friend's date, and I tried to tell him I was joking but he quickly said "I don't care", he had a blank face but he seemed low-key pissed off, but it doesn't make sense considering the fact he was a total dick earlier in class and was basically yelling at me for trying to participate in the activity for class, he's ignoring the fact that we dated, so I all I can do is be a dick back, and then he gets annoyed, why sit at my table if we annoy you so much??
I hate my feelings