Dear Reader, Fan, Struggler through life person, whoever,


The real me is like armor. It can only protect yourself for so long, but sooner or later it breaks. My life is like this broken armor, and I can only be fixed so many times.

I may come down as a depressed, self-deprived teenager- and I am occasionly- but sometimes I am happy. Sure it isn't 24/7 but I do have that ray of sunshine, or in my case a rainy day (those are my favorite). 

I guess I tend to write and speak what is on my mind when I upload my diary. Most of the time is when I feel like absolute crap and effed up. Can you blame me? Eventually everyone is sick and tired of the usual normal boring shitty crappy ass life. I know I am.

Sadly I wish I didn't have a normal life. 

I wish something magicial will happen to me, something extrodinary. This so called "normal" life just isn't for me. I need some excitment or something extrodinary.

I sound crazy I know, but I am dead serious, and someone has too, and that someone just happened to be me.


Love,
       Darla









(all pictures are found on weheartit.com and are tweaked by me, including my covers, I do not own the photos taken)