I stared at the abyss, it stared back. In my lonely world, the abyss was my only companion. Rain poured down on me the night when I met it, I was alone. Empty, miserable, and hopeless. My feelings that night allowed me to meet that darkness. Now till this day, the only thing that’s been by my side, is that shadow. Not a single word has it spoken. If I were to ever get too close, it too will swallow me. Everyday that goes by is full of darkness, I still can’t remember the last time when I felt like there was a purpose. I wander throughout this world trying to find a purpose. Everything In this world is empty. Nothing in this world could ignite that light that was once raging inside me. Darkness surrounds me, I am hopeless. A empty husk of a warrior that once had a purpose. I wander throughout this world looking for that one thing that would make me whole. I wonder, how long it has been since I’ve felt something. I’ve become so used to pain and hunger that I don’t even feel it. I have trouble sleeping at night because when I sleep, i remember the life I once had. I stare at the stars at night, and think if maybe out there in this world, there is something for me. Visions pass me by at night when I look at the stars. Visions of the light that will rekindle me, I hold onto that small hope. But when I awake, the emptiness comes rushing back into me, despair, loneliness, and sadness. They always welcome me when I awake.
