ShelbzLemonadeMaker

i feel like i'm deteriorating

ShelbzLemonadeMaker

i can't tell what's going to kill me first
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ShelbzLemonadeMaker

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ShelbzLemonadeMaker

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WOW, 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THE STEVEN UNIVERSE MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          HOW. AM. I. STILL. ALIVE?? I-
          I actually can't believe it. I didn't think I'd get this far.
          Last year I said I'd do something to celebrate if I made it to see the 5th but like...what could possibly be good enough to celebrate such a significant day in @ShelbzLemonadeMaker™ history? IT'S BEEN HALF A DECADE SINCE I WROTE THAT STUPID BOOK. I can't even think of anything, and since this is probably the last time I'm going to celebrate this milestone, I feel somewhat pressured to go all out. But knowing me, that probably won't end up happening. Sigh.
          HAPPY 5TH, SPINEL. YOU FUCKING SUCK  YOUR SHOES RAGGEDY THATS WHY PINK'S DEAD, DEAD AS HELL-

ShelbzLemonadeMaker

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After years of dealing with these very complicated, painful emotions, that have torn me apart inside, I have come to a conclusion.
            
            Steven Universe is a good show. Genuinely, and unironically. It has a fun art style, the colors are gorgeous, the animation is high-quality, the vocal talents on the show are incredible, the story is engaging, and the strides it made for both LGBT+ representation AND mental health discussion in cartoons cannot be overstated.
            
            That being said,
            
            Spinel is a poorly written character, and I despise her. Whenever I see her, I will now forever be filled with hatred, and never again the joy she once made me feel half a decade ago, before I got fucked up again.
            And that's okay.
            There's nothing I can do about it now.
            And despite how much I hate her now, I would be lying if I said the good memories I have of her from back then don't still make me crack a weak smile every now and again.
            
            Both of these opinions can coexist within me now, and I don't have to feel emotional turmoil over it.
            That's the beauty of it. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to go watch Miraculous
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alena_phoenix

hope you're okay

ShelbzLemonadeMaker

@alena_phoenix Yeah I think I might actually be getting something again (if not covid, at least a cold) cause I‘ve got the stupid sore throat and cough, I hope I don’t give it to my family but there’s all these dumb viruses going around right now so just take care of yourself make sure you’re getting rest and like vitamins and stuff etc etc you know the drill
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alena_phoenix

@ShelbzLemonadeMaker being sick right now so awful aaaghhhgghghghghggg kill
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alena_phoenix

@alena_phoenix thats some fuckery. i had covid too it's so terrible :(( ihope you're better now
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