Sherlockothersister

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Sherlockothersister

I am good enough 
          
          ?
          
          @anakinskywalker27

Sherlockothersister

@AnakinSkywalker27 
            Ofc
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AnakinSkywalker27

@Sherlockothersister thank you for your support
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Sherlockothersister

@AnakinSkywalker27 
            Ya
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Sherlockothersister

Bro I am crying about my past, I wasn't actually nice as I am now because I've learned to be better , I am sorry for those won't understand what I mean, my mom and my brother always there for me I pushed their limits when I was younger and now I cry in Shame, I feel like my mother should be shamed of me, that my brother should give up and find someone better to care about, the past I had was mean and cruel, I hate seeing my mom hurt and my brother he's most kindest person he always forgave me no matter how f*cked up I was..
           I cry in pain, because of my shame, I hate the way I was now I am good better but I can't take back what I've said to them, and my friend I pushed her away and i fear people leaving me or pushing me away, the more i write the more I cry in my home 
          If only my younger me , cared more
          
          Sorry this so stupid...
          
          ( Piper )

Sherlockothersister

@under_the_mat 
            Thank you
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under_the_mat

@PiperLeeRay It's not stupid at all, it's completely understandable. Everyone has their own problems, and sometimes it takes a while to fix them. Crying is perfectly understandable, everyone does it, and even if you cry in shame for your previous actions, you can always forgive yourself, and try to fix it. If others can forgive you, even if what you did was considered "bad" or "rude", then you can forgive yourself. Maybe you just need a bit of a break, to work on yourself (not in a rude way, of course, just looking out for you) I'll always be here for you :)
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Sherlockothersister

Thinking about how my life changed for the better is always good, it's not about the past that matters the future you create is the most important, when I was going through a dark side it was hard at first to be understanding and control my actions but I don't want to be hurting peoples feelings because of my own feelings or problems, I've learned to be more gentle , supportive and understanding and flexible to my own understanding of what other people need or feel.
          I realized I chose to be kinder and most caring sure my childhood was hard and full of hate but I can't let my inner demons take me in and broke my spirit, i rather have a normal sweet life with my family and be happier with my people', I dont wanna hurt or feel hurt to make others hurt, I love to make people feel included and important I wanna be better

Sherlockothersister

Hey, guys I hope your having a good day / night, I hadn't got any sleep, last night, so I've been up texting and making stories my brother and me went to the store I got something for lucky my brother who one year a part from me, yeah it was a rocky road back but I tried to spend time with my older brother he moved away and he's visiting but he leaving today I told him that he should text my brother to let us know when he's coming back next
          But yeah