I stopped reading for a while, but then I started again, I just finished the first part of "the misconcieved life of a pathelogical liar", Rennie (name found in description) I would just like to tell you that it almost made me cry, and that is a lot for me. (Not to make you feel bad because it's a good thing). The story with Eddie reminded me of a friend that I have that I swore I would never lie too as well, I had already ruined another person with my lies but like you I lied just once, and she will never know. It was a small lie but it hurt me when I said it. The reason I almost cried at your words was because they explained exactly what I wanted to say to the person I have already hurt, I am afraid of myself and I don't know who I am anymore, I am finding myself though, with your words and my writing. So again, thank you.