So what's going to happen, is I'm putting everything on hold. It's too much to handle when I thought I could. I literally don't want to write or even come back on here for a bit at least. I need a break from everything that's been happening and I'm really sorry about all of this. It honestly breaks my heart to do this. I will still update and still be on here, it just won't be as much as I want it to be. I'm so sorry you guys, I really am.