chuuyapandak

avg of 91 - ngl im disappointed at my grades :/
          ofc ofc comparing yourself to others wont get you anywhere. pero nakita ko lang ung grades ng iba sa my day nila and na grade conscious ako kahit na ayos naman ung akin ️️ 
          
          ik deep inside nageexpect ng high grades parents ko pero im thankful dahil hindi sila ung type ng parents na kailangan ace ako sa lahat. they said that as long as pasado its alright, dont push yourself too much. (bruh am i srsly tearing up? ok nvm held it back, katabi ko si lola bawal iyaq --)
          pero ang sarap siguro sa feeling kung naging consistent ung grades ko noong junior hanggang ngayong senior. mostly gusto ko sa sarili ko ipakita kasi parang naging validation ko ung grades tsaka ayaw kong madisappoint magulang ko...haha im getting there na tbh HAHAHAHAhelp
          
          i'll do my best this second semester. no promises tho char- NAKAKATAMAD KASI ANOBAYAN BAKIT KASI NAGING TAO PA AKO PWEDE NAMANG DAMO NALANG O LUPA AMP

chuuyapandak

^ love you parents :) 
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chuuyapandak

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@_satoruuu ahh shit binati nila ako "not bad! onting push pa!" "very good nak" ... it's alright to cry, right? bkt ba ang drama ko - dahil din ata kay uncle tom papunta na HAHAHAH
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chuuyapandak

still missing this account :(
          i forgot the password and have no means of logging in again but im glad i added it in time lol
          its still me just in a different account but i cant help but feel slightly sad. 
          oh well might as well use this feature to rant and vent >:)
          if someone comes across this message board...carry on, dont mind me ‍♀️‍♀️
          
          

chuuyapandak

@_satoruuu its almost 3am and here i am. what is life? 
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