vedant_ki_naklibiwi
i just thought to rant it somewhere aur yahi jagah lagi yaha koi judge karne nhi aayega aur even mujhe advice bhi achi mil jayegi, sorry but if you want you can delete this.
To hua ye ki main class 11 mein hun , mere 10th mein 94.2% aaye lekin 95 nhi aaye jisse meri photo school ke bahar nhi nikli.mere mumi papa 1-2 hafte khush the sabko bataye (though i cried alot jab result aaya tha tab) but phir bhi ek hota hai na ki bhaiya ki photo aayi thi thoda mehnat aur karti to ho hi jata, bhai ye soch sochke khud se disappointment feel hone lagta . ab aise hi extempore competition hai idk kyu lekin 11th ke 4 section hai to har class se ek baccha select hona tha to ye teacher baaki students ko mauka tak nhi diye aur khud apne pasand ke 1-1 bacche le liye. ab bhai mujhe bhi participate karna hota ya baaki sab ko to un sabke saath unfair hua na kyuki ho sakta hai jo select hue hai unse acha bhi koi bolta ho aur agar wo deserving bhi hai lekin mauka to sabko milna chahiye atleast try karne ka . to mera mood bahut kharab tha aaj to main mumi ko aake batayi to kah rahi ki sacchi hi tum unlucky ho kya kisi cheez mein tumhara hota nhi ( maine pahle 2-3 baar aise bola tha ki mera batch unlucky hai humare saath har bar favouritism hota aur main kabhi kisi ki favorite hi nhi hui ki bhai mujhe iss cheez ka fayda mile) abhi pata hai hurt ho raha ye sochke ki main kuch kar hi nhi paati aisa ki jisse apne maa baap ko proud feel karwa sakun . iss competition mein selected students ke parents ko bulayenge sabke saamne hoga jo jeetge prize wagera milega aur main sirf baith ke dekhungi kyuki ye mauka bhi gya .
Shinchan_lover_here
@vedant_ki_naklibiwi i understand, par please aap itna disappoint mat hoiye atleast khud se because if you stop trusting yourself only then no one will trust you. And it was just 10th result and you have done very good, mai khud 11th mein hu and i understand kaisa lagta hai jab jo socha ho woh achieve na ho but you can't just give up aur yeh competitions hote rahenge but apni self worth mat down kariye. Aur rhi baat parents ko proud feel karwane ki toh life mein successful hokar aur independent hokar proud feel karwaiyega as woh cheej permanently saath rahegi aapke bhi aur unke bhi. And please rant karne ke liye sorry mat boliye, you can always whenever you feel like and i am sorry itna late maine message dekha but please take care of yourself and give your 100 percent aur aise competitions aur teachers ki wajah se apne aap ko down mat kariye
vedant_ki_naklibiwi
@vedant_ki_naklibiwi main apni dost se isliye baat nhi kar paayi kyuki wo bhi selected hai aur main nhi chahti ki usko aisa feel ho ki main jealous hun ya smthg kisi jealousy ko leke maine apni ek dost already kho chuki ab aur nhi i was very possessive kyuki main nhi chahti thi ki koi mujhe chhod ke jaaye isiliye jyada hi banne lagi aur dekho wo hi caged mehsoos karne lagi . khair this was allll thank youuuu ( crying emojis×5)ye itna usme aa nhi raha tha
