Aroace_shipper

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH ️‍️‍️‍️‍

So its the end of the school yr and ppl like to confess their love…
          Turns out THREE girls got a crush on me
          Cus they thought they had a chance and that I liked girls 
          
          I might have unknowingly led them on because my form of friendship is very strong platonic love. 

I HAVE A NEW MOTTO 
          
          ‘I’d rather skate than date’
          
          ( i may have stolen it from ilia malinin but who cares)
          Heheheheh I love it so much because I love iceskating and hockey, and I’m aroace so I don’t date so it PERFECT

I read Heartstopper at school and my friend keeps on saying “what’s that one gay book u read? Oh yeah Icebreaker or something like that”
          I C E B R E A K E R 
          bro icebreaker is a straight sucky book

I recently read loveless by Alice oseman (Same author of Heartstopper) 
          
          ¡Spoilers!!
          
          
          
          and I’m at the part where she figures out what aromantic asexual is and doesn’t what to be that and it’s angsty. But ngl my experience was so much more calmer. I used to have “crushes” on boys but then I realized it was just platonic attraction but I thought any positive feeling towards boys was a crush (cus I was a confused bitch) after I realized that, I thought I was lesbian for a while because I had aesthetic attraction to my friends. A few weeks after realizing my past “crushes” were js male friends, I had come to terms that I just didn’t get crushes and stopped forcing myself into crushes. Then a few months later aka summer break, I spent a lot of time on the internet and came across aromantic and asexual. I had previously vaguely know what asexual was. I realized that I had aroace (yippee!) and never had any angst or denial. Im glad I realized early so I didn’t force myself into romance like Georgia did.
           I’m wouldn’t mind being in a relationship. My future goal is to have a best friend that I’m comfortable with bacsically doing lovey dovey stuff except for kissing. And I’ll tell my family that we’re dating and hopefully it’d be a woman so I won’t be pressured into have children.
          Because my mom wants grandkids badly and talks about them a lot but I don’t wanna have kids because I do not think  I’m capable of raising kids well.  I love my mom tho. And my brother is very romantically involved with people so he’ll prolly have a family. He might be bi( he hasn’t told me I’m only guessing from knowing him rly well)

I wanna tell a story with some heavy topics 
          So tw mentions of death and suicide 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
                 Recently, one of my brother’s friends killed themself. They were in college, extremely smart, happy go lucky, had many friends, and even had a nice job lined up for after graduation. The reason they killed themselves was due to transphobia. They had come out in college believing it was safer, but got relentlessly bullied until eventually killing themself by suffocation from a bag. Instead of flowers, they wanted people to donate to the local PFLAG or World Central Kitchen. Transphobia kills young bright people. We need to fight transphobia. ️‍⚧️

          
          
          I want to be a wasian gay boy with a wolfcut and wavy hair

Recently I’ve been in a funk where I think of bunch of ppl are pretty. Like my (female) friends, and a few upper class men boys (tehehe)

I was at musical rehearsal and I almost cried bc there were so many gay and alt ppl there. I FEEL SO SEEENN

Imma attention seeker but not in a put others down way. I like to do crazy things that only harm myself. Or stand out with fashion and esp hair dye (I’m saying this bc my hair is porple now) 
          I lurve the attention I get when I dye my hair so that might be why I like to dye my hair sm