ShineCrescent

Hello,
          	
          	I know this message could break and disappoint many hearts, pero kailangan ko ‘tong ipaalam sa inyo. Believe me, I’ve been in a constant battle with myself for this decision; pinag-isipan ko ‘to ng maigi kahit na masakit para sa’kin. Last 2022, I decided to write Jazzy and Bastian’s story in the hopes of sharing their love story, but as you can see… 2025 na pero hindi ko pa rin matapos-tapos ang libro nila. I know you also wondered why. Hindi ko kayo pipilitin na paniwalaan ang mga rason ko, but this is me revealing my inner battles.
          	
          	I’m really trying my hardest to finish the book because I know many of you are hoping and waiting. But in the process, I’d always found myself pausing and couldn’t complete the new chapter that I’ve been writing. I’d find myself revisiting the first few chapters, reading them, trying to connect with the characters to find the motivation to write more, but would always end up pausing again. It frustrates me in silence, and it’s been happening for almost three years now.
          	
          	I already gave myself time to breathe, to find motivation, but it’s still the same.
          	
          	It’s a cycle that I badly want to cut out.

Synquilah

@ShineCrescent we love you
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nishkaah

@ShineCrescent we love you ate !! we will support you no matter what. we're thankful pa rin bec you're still trying kahit na nahihirapan ka na po :' (
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AshtineShane

We always support you ate, luvvvv u!
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molangpwerp

ate, palagay na po nung revision niyo sa AE please, magiging demanding na ako kasi nakailang balik nako rito wala parin siyang update, gusto ko pa namang malaman kung anong nangyari kina angel at keegan, tsaka ate i like your genres po pagdating sa stories na mga ganito, yung inosente lalaki, yung iba kasi parang kunting innocent lang tapos nagiging demonyo na, so that's why ate i recommend na gawa kapa stories huhu, yung genres na innocent ganiyan like fl or ml man yan, pero mas lamang talaga ml innocent e, like yusss ✨✨✨✨

Kyliemaeisntforu

'te, it's me. i hope you know me even if here ako sa watty mag-r-rant pero nakaka-stress na talaga itong school year na 'to. ganito kasi 'yon, i joined a dance competition sa school na'min kasi one of my friends joined. kumbaga, win-win situation siya kasi may incentives kami sa 4 subjects and makakasama ko pa yung kaibigan ko. pero damn, 'di talaga ako pang sayaw. like kanina kasi is nag-p-practice kami sa school, i couldn't do it perfectly no matter how my classmate/choreographer mentor me. huhu, nakakahiya. pero norms lang po 'yon 'di ba? 
          
          yung kaibigan ko na 'yon is naging ka-partner ko. she looks disappointed of me, 'di rin niya ako masyado kinausap nung uwian. kinakahiya na yata ako HAHAHAHAHA. 
          
          i did my best naman e :< 
          parang ayoko na rin pumasok sa school, huhu. alam kong may sari-sarili kaming buhay at hindi naman nila aalalahanin 'yon habang buhay pero 'di pa kasi tapos yung competition. I'm afraid na mapapabagal ko lang yung progress nila. imbes na nag-p-practice na sila ng steps nila is tinuturuan pa nila ako. feel ko nasasayang yung pagod nila dahil sa'kin. kinakabahan kasi ako, baka kasi maipit yung paa ko sa kawayan—tinikling po yung napunta sa'min.
          
          i will do my best, i promise that. i know it will be hard but I'm always going to practice until I'm satisfied. 
          
          tinikling is not just really for me—or I'm just trying to convince myself, so that i wouldn't blame myself?
          
          
          ps. sorry for the grammatical mistakes.