@Shine_Aster Hey buddy! You’re not alone but do know that everybody is unique and life would be boring if we all think or behave the same way. _(:3 」∠)_
I myself never had many friends growing up, often weirding them out that nobody wanted to invite me to parties. It is likely the social awkwardness is due to one’s upbringing and undiagnosed mental issues.
However, regardless, that shouldn’t stop us from learning and improving ourselves. This is why a lot of youngsters turn to social media where it’s easy to find people you wanna interact with.