ShiningDeer

Helloo~~~ 
          
          Ya girl (almost) officially completed her first year of college and it was ROUGH. But anyways I was looking through my old writing and it's HELLA cringey. I'm not sure if you've already noticed, but I have been editing it and fixing the grammar mistakes and just the child-like writing I used. Idk. Just looking back at it I cringeeeeeee. I've only looked through chapter 1 and 2 and maybe 3 so far and well there's a lot more than that sooooo it'll be awhile Haha. Also I've been getting back into finishing my other fics???
          
          But I'm doing chemistry over the summer so I can take organic chem next semester so I wont actually be that free over the summer to write ):
          
          Anyways idk. It's 1am rn and I'm stressed about finals and these two essays that are due Thursday and I've only completed like 30% of them so. I'm STRESSEDDDDD
          
          Hope y'all are doing way better than me ~~ ♡♡♡♡♡♡

I posted the like prologue I guess??? to the new fic i'm writing and idk. I'm kind of excited I finally posted some of it? I've been continuing to write it but just never posted the first part cause I kind of wanted to wait until a got a little in to see how I liked it haha. I hope you enjoy reading it!!!!!

So I started writing a fic awhile ago and I kind of like it like the plot and where I'm going with it so idk. Idk if I should post like the first chapter??? I have like 5 parts to it already and I've been writing it recently so idk. I mean do you like want a new story???? 

I FINALLY FINISHED MANAGING BTS! I hope you enjoy it. Sorry there's an awkwsrd giant time skip. Also I didn't really plan on the story going that route but I guess it kind of fit?

Hello, it's been awhile (2 years) and I'm back! I'm finished with school!!! So I decided to start writing again! I really want to finish my BTS story but tbh I don't remember anything I wanted to do with it, so I'm just gonna wing it!( (:
          
          Sorry for disappearing, I was caught up in school and a bunch of personal reasons, but I vowed to finish my fic so I will!!!! It might take a little getting back into writing though, so please hold on a little longer!!!!

So I looked back on my stories and started cringing because they're so I don't know, just not my style of writing now. And I want to keep writing the BTS fic so I can actually FINISH a story but I don't know. Lmao I might just start over with a different plot and different story, BUT IT'S LIKE 27 CHAPTERS IN AND UGH IF I DELETE IT NOW I'LL REGRET EVERYTHING

I am so sorry. I don't even have an excuse to not be writing. I've just been so lazy and I keep reading other fanfics and oneshots because idk. Either way. I have 15 more days until school starts and I've only updated my fic like twice. I don't even have an excuse. Ugh. I curse my laziness. I also have another fic idea, but I really want to finish my BTS fic!!!!! Errgggg.

I am so sorry I've been inactive for a year. I just read through my story again and kind of cringed at the writing, but oh well. It's almost summer for me, but that also means it's almost finals week and I really need to pull up my grades before the semester ends! After that I do have work, but it's only part-time (although the hours and pay is amazing. I swear I didn't mean to brag there) so I may take another 3-4 weeks off of writing and not updating, but hopefully HOPEFULLY I will start updating and finishing my story after that! I did have the ending all planned and everything (like a year ago LOL sorry) but unfortunately I have compeltely forgotten it (yikes!) so I'm just gonna write what comes to mind, edit it, and see how it goes! I'm so sorry this is super long and whoever wants to read it may read it, but if you don't it wont bother me at all! Again I'm SO SO SO sorry for making everyone impatient and wait for an update! Please bare with me for about a month!!!!!!! I'm super busy, but I promise after that I will be completely free and I'M DETERMINED TO FINISH MY STORY!!!

I almost fell out of my bed cause I kept rolling around trying to think of drabbles

total writers block. I cant even complete a chapter. I cant think of anything to write. I cant even come up with another drabble. uuuuuuugh