Shinjammmm

hmmm sometimes taking break is best option............... or u will face emotional episodes like mad at ur self for small small reason..sometimes cant control.......soo take mental break sweetheart.....as per my experience ..sleep cant cure it ...i having same days.....feeling loosing intrest at everything.....and emotional episodes are long lasting.....like 10h...of lava anger on myself.....it was soo hard to control myself ...........soo Dont come to my mental state unnie......dont push harder on ur self........take few days break.....breaks means gultyfree breaks........
            
            grade 12 syllbus making me feel like stupid.......i only like chemestry physics feels nonsense to me.......... i seriously choose this this stream because i cant do another..........i cant do bio......it is like parrot style studying.....i dont like commerce also........i dont have any anesthetic skills too....soo i dont have any stream other than maths.......in math stream we can only replace chemestry by ict but cant replace physics.........uwahhhhhhhhhhh it is soo hardd..

@proudtobe9f I am free , these days I don't even feel like doing anything or literally just sitting down and staring at my ceiling all the time

@proudtobe9f idk I am.tired of putting myself and everyone down every single damn time

How are you?

@Shinjammmm it's okay 
            The more you'll try to suppress them the more they'll come
            Try differentiating where we should suppress them , where should you listen to them and where you should answer them back
            It's only you who can make yourself happy 
            I trust you and I know you are going to feel very happy 
            Future's gonna be okay 
            Don't take stress

@Justin1Poiseuille I did listen to that song , it does make u feel better but somehow I can't stop the voice inside my head the more I try to stop it the more it increases again
            Btw thankyou for the kind words

@Shinjammmm it doesn't have to make sense now, it might make sense in future. Yeah, Thank you for loving my stories!!! 

@littlesnowflake__ Ikr I freaking know (not rudely) it will pass but somehow it scares me everytime , that if I ever ll"be good or not or whatever I think will ever or just remain an illusion forever, that's why I was constantly thinking I am messing up everything,  whatever i am doing it doesn't make any sense 
            
            
            Idk I am kinda fed up of feeling like shit all the time.
            
            But thanks for asking out.
            
            Ps:- I love ur stories

@Shinjammmm  ohhh thanks sweetheart........

@proudtobe9f yeah could relate with it , well belated happy birthday

@Shinjammmm ohhhh unnieee.........to tell u truth unnie my birthday was like that too...i mean i wasnt really happy about it.....cause my mom was constantly worried at my next school(yeah after OL we go to top school is we are good enough)  that time i still havent got a interview from a school even......soo mom was soo worried......i was deeply hurt as hell......so i was just pretending happy all the day........9th of julyy................i got school afterwarddd........yeah kind a able to go to top school.........but i am not that happy i am adopting to new life.....it is strange because im intovert

@Bangtan_girlie614 gonna be 18 this yr

@Shinjammmm How old are you unnie??

@Shinjammmm hehe unnie I'm not unnie I'm turning 14 this year only...

@sillygoose41 yeah ( ＾ω＾ )

hope you feel better soon and get back to it too<<<33

@Bangtan_girlie614 ❤️

watchin future is terrific. you have to watch your life on a path, and then act like you are sane knowing you cant change anything

@xry_so idk, fortunately humans can't see future tho

@Shinjammmm do you see good days coming?

@Shinjammmm ❤️

@sugafan24 ❤️

@Shinjammmm that’s okay