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Hey guys go check out my store of a boy band in the 90’s on a journey to the center stage 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1462506181?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=u2funnytj
          
          This is also my second story about an African boy from a village in Ethiopian who was born from a virgin 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1466415527?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=u2funnytj

Life 
          Life is a lot of things
          It's happiness, sadness, suppens, and pressure
          It can hurt to live
          To think people won't like who you are so you change
          You loose yourself 
          Loss
          Loss is painful
          To think you have that one person that will stick by your side
          Only to be left behind for someone else
          It hurts 
          Trust me
          I know
          To loose someone you were close too but feel upset because you don't feel anything
          To feel so many emotions at once 
          So many It feels like you're numb
          You know what the crazy thing is?
          This happend to me twice
          It's not until you see their body that the truth starts to kick in
          The truth that you'll never be able to see them again
          Talk to them
          Hear them
          But it gets better
          Eventually
          You find new better people to love
          To trust
          You learn from your mistakes 
          And you never let anyone influence you ever again
          It might not seem like it but it does get better eventually

Hey, so I have a lot of home stuff going on so that's the reason I've been gone. I'm trying to ground myself and if I'm being fully honest, the only thing that is working is books and stories were people get their own happy endings. That's all I wanted to say. Bye

Hey so haven't ben here in awhile but I got a game for you. Ok think of any number
          .multiply the number by 2.
          .Add 9.
          .Subtract 3.
          .Divide by 2.
          .Subtract the number you started with.
          Is the answer 
          
          
          
          
          3? 

Do any of you guys just feel like people hear you but they aren't listening

I'm sorry I don't know why this pissed me off so much but now I have to tell more people so I can figure out if this is just something with my TV or just the app or if it's the company. So, me and my 13 year old cousin were about to watch Disney+  cause they wanted to watch that diary of a wimpy kid movie. We were about to go into the account and it said to update it. So they put in there birthday and went to do gender but wasn't allowed to. Then they put my uncle's(their dad) birthday and it let them pick their gender. Now we're both really upset cause we're both Nonbinary and the fact that my 13 year old cousin was "to young to choose their gender" pissed me off to no extent. Sorry I really needed to vent but I also need answer's.  Also I do have permission from my cousin to post this and they have read it over.

Hey just incase you are not in the best financial circumstances there is this place called C.A.R.D.S Clothing. They have free clothes for kids and families in need. Here's the info: https://sunshineplace.org/services/child-outreach/cards-closet-sp/

I now realize I never told any body this but I'm nonbinary which means instead of she/her I go by they/them and I would appreciate if you could use these pronouns from now on thanks

Hey so I just had a mental breakdown because my mom found out I was suicidal in the past and now she never wants to le me alone because "When you're alone you think and when you think you might not think good thoughts" like no- I usually have bad thoughts around you and this family because I can never relax. Like every single time I try to put my headphones on and listen to music or just turn on my music she gets all mad and tells me to stop listening to music while I'm here like "AhEm MiSs GiRl MuSiC iS the OnLy ThInG kEePiNg OfF tHe VeRgE oF sUiCiDe" but I obviously can't say that to her and she keeps nagging me about therapy that we can't afford but refuses to acknowledge that I have ADHD symptoms and get me a check up to determine If I have it or not, which is less money then therapy but whatever. So In all I don't know what to do. Any suggestions on how to approach this situation would be awesome thanks. ALSO bright side is before this whole thing happened with my mom and everything I put up our trampoline so now I have something to do when I can't deal with life anymore.

HIII ITS ME ASH/ALEX I MET Y TODAY AT THE FAIR