ShinsoS1mp

Yo bitches, what up?

the-ventilation

@GoodTimesWithJell13 lol it’s okay I didn’t even see you said that
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GoodTimesWithJell13

@the-ventilation I didn't see you wrote "the sky" too XD im sorry for copying (although it was accidental copying)
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GoodTimesWithJell13

@ShinsoS1mp jk jk im sorry. Not too much! I have a spanish class later today. I've been so busy with school and elective classes that I havent had much time for art or really myself but im going to go make puzzles with my siblings until my spanish class now. Hope you're doing well!
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ShinsoS1mp

Yo bitches, what up?

the-ventilation

@GoodTimesWithJell13 lol it’s okay I didn’t even see you said that
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GoodTimesWithJell13

@the-ventilation I didn't see you wrote "the sky" too XD im sorry for copying (although it was accidental copying)
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GoodTimesWithJell13

@ShinsoS1mp jk jk im sorry. Not too much! I have a spanish class later today. I've been so busy with school and elective classes that I havent had much time for art or really myself but im going to go make puzzles with my siblings until my spanish class now. Hope you're doing well!
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ShinsoS1mp

Hey guys! So really random thing here! 
          First of all, hiiiiiiiii! How is everyone, hope y’all are ok!
          Second of all, I was hoping someone could help? So I read this fic like a year ago or something, about Tommyinnit and how he worked in this church, got close to the gods of this church, unknowingly, and when he was kicked out by Dream became a god. And I really wanna find it again to re read and because I plan to make a floor to ceiling bookshelf with just printed fanfics on and I’m writing a list of the fanfics for it and I NEED this one fic for it.
          Anybody happen to know the fic? If not that’s fine, my half asleep rambling probably makes 0 sense anyways!

GoodTimesWithJell13

@ShinsoS1mp I'm sorry I don't read as much tommyinnit stuff :(
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QuiltingCrow

How's it going? I feel like it's been awhile since we've talked (especially since I took a break from Wattpad for a hot minute). Hopefully it's going great <3

QuiltingCrow

@QuiltingCrow Honestly very busy and a rollercoaster of emotions. I also kinda wish I was on here more as I want to write again, but I've been incredibly busy and stressed and uninspired.
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ShinsoS1mp

It’s going ok!
            Sorry I forget this app exists/have a depressive episode and I’m not on here as much as I’f like to be atm. but I’m good. How are you doing?
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GoodTimesWithJell13

hi how are you? It's been a while. I think we've both been pretty busy but I'm slowly losing myself and all my friends :') 
          
          Miss talking to you! Hope you had happy holidays.

GoodTimesWithJell13

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@ShinsoS1mp 
            <33333 
            I came on here because i had to take notes on a 36 minute long (really effing dense) video for my ap class and i needed a fucking break lol. I'm 13 minutes through the video and ive been here almost an hour which isnt too long but the topic is kinda boring and dense. All that to say, I really needed to hear all that. It's really nice to hear someone say it's not the end of the world to have a relapse, it feels like i get beat up for it sometimes :') not weird at all, and actually quite helpful ^w^
            
            I tried to check up on you during our little break (via your yt channel) and for whatever reason I couldnt view it on my computer. How has that been going for you?
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ShinsoS1mp

@GoodTimesWithJell13 
            Congrats for one year together! That’s so cool!!
            Sorry that’s there’s dramma going on, that really sucks. I hope you’re ok, it may sound odd but it’s ok to relapse and I don’t want you to put too much pressure on yourself about it. You stumble many times before you reach the finish line.
            I don’t often write things on here anymore even though I want to, but you mentioning you wrote a few words every now and again when you’re on here sounds like a good thing to do, I might try and do that lol.
            Thank you for your advice! I’ve been just focused on surviving for too long now, depression sucks, I really appreciate it and I’ll try not to beat myself up about it. 
            Thank you, you’re an amazing friend, and I’m proud of how you’ve grown since we first talked, you’re doing great and I’m just as proud of you! 
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GoodTimesWithJell13

All that goes both ways <3 (I think about you and come onto this app rarely and miss talking to you. No worries about talking to me, your mental health and recoveries are way way more important!!) 
            
            2026 has been such an up and down roller coaster!! My partner and I are celebrating one year together at the end of March and I'm really excited. His best friend (and his best friend's family) have been creating so much drama though :( I've been having on and off really bad relapses, but I try to come on here about once a week just to check in and maybe write a couple words here and there. I hope your year gets better soon! 
            As much as I really love talking to you, make sure you don't stretch yourself too much by coming onto this app! I started therapy and my therapist likes to say how she thinks that when people are depressed/down/sad in any way, it's important to know that like (and trying to put this into words lol) it's not laziness or neglect when you don't keep up socially, it's that keeping up with things takes energy, and all (or most of) your energy is currently going toward staying alive. I know you're trying really hard and this might be weird but I'm so proud of you :3 just keep going my friend!
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ShinsoS1mp

It’s my birthday!!

GoodTimesWithJell13

@ShinsoS1mp Happy birthday! Good to hear from you again! Hope you have a year full of peace, love, and joy. (A thing my family always says on birthdays and around the holidays just in case it sounded a little creepy.)
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Fanpersoning_in_enby

Happy birthday! Have an great rest of the year! 
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ShinsoS1mp

Feel like I’m slowly drowning. 
          My bsf won’t talk to me, I know I’ve done something and I know we’re toxic but he’s like all I’ve got. I can’t keep doing this cycle where he stops talking to me all together and then acts completely fine afterwards. I just can’t.
          And I just got my expected grades back for GCSE (like finals) and I’m expected 6-5 with a singular 7. (Looking at what it would be in letters, I feel stupid for sitting here and crying as those will be B-C.)
          I was aiming for 8/7’s (basically A’s) and I really need high grades to get into where I want to go to teach at university’s when I’m older. Cause that’s just what I want to do.
          And to make things worse, Cadets has just finished for the year. (My club outside of school basically) So now I have nothing to do, and am stuck with my family. Which I know doesn’t sound too bad now, but when there are like 7 of you in a house hold with kids ranging from 15-0 it gets bad, quickly. Not to mention my parents are toxic and I don’t know what mood to expect everyday. Cadets was my one break from all of this and now I don’t even have that.
          I feel like I’m drowning and I really don’t want to keep doing this. 
          Sorry for the rant, I just need to put it somewhere, my friends won’t/can’t talk to me, my parents go through my phone, my diary got taken away from me ages ago and this is the only app I know they won’t check. 

Cricketmoon

@ShinsoS1mp *hug*  I hope it gets better
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ShinsoS1mp

Y’all, omg!! Just gotten back from a cadet camp (I’m so tired ughhh) and I see there’s a Christmas special?? So excused for Nice Life, I can’t wait!! 
          This is soo cool!!!!

ShinsoS1mp

You know the army? Well mini that for any under 18’s. Pretty fun actually, and we do camps regularly. We normally have training camps but this was a competition caos so just ages!
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Shortnamesaremid

@ShinsoS1mp woahhh whats cadet camp?
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