Jester Mourning

Hey everybody! Happy to announce a friend of mine just published a story that I'd love for you all to check out! Enjoy!! 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/125107127

Merry Christmas everyone, hope you all are doing better than I am ⛄⛄

"Where were you when your father told you 'boys don't cry'?" I think the better question is what year of jail time was my dad working on. So as far as I know, crying is apparently better.

I think today's song pretty much embodies how I'm always feeling, I might keep it up as a separate song. Really goes to show the decline of my mental and emotional state as of late...

Why do families lie? Why do they say they want to help, but then choose whatever option gets it out of their hands as soon as possible. They don't want to sit and listen, they want results so you can be the child they want. For almost two years now I've wanted therapy, bad I haven't gotten anything. My mom even complained about how I was acting even though she knew why I was acting like that. The hell's the point...? 

"You know, you're the reason you're alone"
          Couldn't have said it better myself...

I've realized that killing yourself is so easy to do without anyone knowing. Act happy and chipper during the day and know one will notice your true feelings. Then when everyone is asleep, one blade to both wrists can end it all. Doesn't sound too bad to me...

The song of the day today comes with a new quote I found, I find it to be true. Hope you all are doing good, remember to heck in for songs, I know I've been falling behind lately, I'll pick up the slack, don't worry.

Sadly no lyrics for today's song, I hit the character limit when I was putting them in apparently

Little experiment today for those who check the song of the day on a daily basis, I will put in the lyrics for the song of the day. Still hope you all enjoy the songs and I hope everyone is doing good out there.