Shiny

Yall I just got done reading one of the best fics I’ve ever read in my life :,) it’s so good, it’s called Hearts Don’t Break Around Here, and of course it’s Klance! It literally took me like six months of on and off reading but I got it done and it’s beautiful!! GO READ IT, NOW!!! (Also there’s one last chapter on ao3 if you’re reading on here and it’s amazing!)

I’ve officially lost my shit. I told my mom and wife 1 (sorry wife if you’re seeing this) that I had a migraine to stay home from school today. Really I’m just tired and can’t stop thinking about life. I’m still really giddy about the Conan Gray concert but I’m also getting really stressed about my feelings xd
          
          Like- I’ve liked chocolate since September 1st 2023 at 12:43 am (well, realized). But now idk…I still love him as a friend, he’s probably my favorite person in the world, but idk…I think I only like women? Maybe? Idkkkkkkk!!! I hate ts…why can’t I just know?!
          
          Sometimes I still have feelings for him but they’ve been coming and going as of late…idk what’s happening xd I hate being a teenager. STUPID HORMONES!!!

Yall im so happy :3 i got to see CONAN LEE GRAYYYYYY!!!! On Monday! Chocolate took me! He left halfway through because his mom is strict, so I was then left alone in Seattle all by myself but that’s okay!!! I had an amazing time and didn’t get kidnapped!!!! :3 I literally have not been happier!
          
          Also, completely off topic but FUCK SEXUALITY!!! Atp I’m following Conan and being unlabeled because omg it’s so confusing!!! I swear I’m bisexual but recently I’ve been feeling more attracted to women and the ONLY man that I’ve EVER felt attracted to (elementary school crushes don’t count) is Chocolate. WHYYYYYYYYY!!! Ugh- I hate life…but I also love it because I SAW CONAN GRAYYYYYYYYYY LIVE OMGGGGGG!!!

Yall im about to do an interview thing for my school (it’s called ignite the future, basically just prepares us for getting jobs) but I insanely sick and keep feeling like im going to throw up… hopefully i dont throw up while taking my interview…

Happy international women’s day lovelies!!!

Is it just me or do yall view altea as this beautiful world where everything is perfect. Like I see it as being gay is just normal and labels aren’t needed and s,a is basically unheard of and everyone is equal regardless of skin tone, accent, gender, ect.
          
          Like just imagine being trans but when you’re on altea you’re just like “yeah I’m the opposite gender now” AND NO ONE CARES! That would be beautiful. Dang now I wanna live on altea…

Yall help. I love women so much it frikin hurts but I still like Chocolate. HELPPP. Like I can’t be lesbian cause I like him but he’s literally the ONLY man I’ve ever been attracted to that isn’t an animated character.
          
          If I didn’t like him most of my problems would just fade away, yet here we are. WHYYYYYYYY!

HELP TRUMP SAID CUBAS NEXTTT!!! NOT LANCE!!! (In all seriousness I’m moving to Scotland the SECOND I turn 18)

Is meh birthday!!! Well- in 30 minutes it won’t be but wtv
          
          I got a sketchbook, shelves for my room, pencils, colored pencils, a TON of candy, two pretty big plushies, three Voltron candles, and two Voltron posters (though the Voltron stuff won’t be here for a while)
          
          Oh and my uncle got me a cupcake and flowers! The flowers are so pretty! This birthday was much better than last years when I fell asleep crying… love you allllllll!!! Im tired and I have a concert tomorrow so bye bye people!

I’ve been so inactive recently- I’m sorry! Anyway- THREE HOURS AND 35 MINUTES TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!!! (I don’t wanna get olderrrr :(((
          
          Also I told Wife 1 and A about Chocolate- they basically just told me to shoot my shot, uhm- girl- no. I KNOW he liked me, it’s been painfully obvious since the sixths grade, but NO!!! At least not until after the concert. And hopefully my brother-sister didn’t hear me say I liked him because his room is next to mine and the walls are PAPER thin.