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If I started a YouTube channel would y'all subscribe?

I SWEAR I cannot take it anymore don't any of you just want someone to feel bad for you like.
          
          FUCKING PITY ME whenever I finally open and spew my trauma they be like "oh you are so strong for going threw something like that". Or when someone is just mean to you cause you're "strong" or when someone gives you some big ass responsibility cause you mature or, its for the family or you're smart and "gifted" 
          
          LET ME BE FUCKING WEAK LET ME BE LIKE A GLASS DIAMOND THAT WOULD BREAK BY RASING YOUR VOICE I HATE BEING STRONG AND I HATE BEING THE SHOULDER OR PILLAR TO LEAN ON GOD SCREW FEMINISM I WANT TO BE A DELICATE FLOWER THAT PETALS FALL FROM WITH THE SMALLEST GUST OF WIND.
          
          Also don't you hate it when you're gushing over all of your anime crushes in the most ungodly way possible after having a shitty day and slowly losing your sanity and your brother comes in your room saying "stop acting a whore for some fake fictional man" and starts getting mad at you for fangirling and just that makes you wanna cry I swear I'm gonna kill myself anyway manwha, anime, ff etc. Are slowly not working for my sanity anymore but that's just fine. Everyone is a lying to you talking like they care and you are slowly loosing it but it is a ok BECAUSE OCTOBER IS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH AND NEW ANIME SEASONS YAY. Thank you for reading my ted talk/rant

Do you ever get that one person that told you they would be your friend and support you only to find out that they would ignore you without any explanation as soon as that one person said so leaving you behind without saying nothing.........yeah me too

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GUESS WHAT GUYS MY KITTEN DIED ON JULY 2nd on another note life has been a bitch and I was evicted from my home now I might be homeless and my mental state sucks as of now so yeah life fucking sucks

Thanks for the follow!

I NEED SOME RECOMMENDATIONS IM BORED HELP ME PLEASE

Ok the reason why I did not update is that I'm taking a new approach to my story so I'm going to delete the current one and replace it in a bit.

so um the time when i post the next chapter of the lost cause will be delayed because the device i was using to post the chapters is now out of commission i have ordered a new one already but when it comes in the mail i still cant post cause school wants to be a bitch.

I fucking love this story needs a lot more love
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/278027764