@ShireStrawberry144
Hi.
In one of your messages you sent me, you were worried that you always ranted on about your problems…
Well, read the email I sent you, and it should change that…
@Whenthesungoesdown11 Aww, OK I read it! I'll probably reply in the morning because I'm really tired now, but check your email sometime tomorrow because I'll probably have replied!❤⭐✨
To the Loved
To the Caring
To the Amazing One
To the Best Friend
To Someone I Do Not Deserve
To the Strong One
To the Overcomer
To Someone I Am Proud Of
To the Bestie That I Love…
You are everything to me.
I can’t imagine living in this cruel world without you.
Here is my promise:
I’ll never leave you
‘Cause I’ll always love you
When you have doubts
When life goes wrong
When you feel unloved
When you want to cut
Know that I love you
And I’ll never go
Yeah, I’m staying forever
‘Cause I’ll always love you
Please know this is true
You are someone
Someone that’s made a change in my life, taught me to love, yeah, to be kind
God knows I love you
God himself loves you
This I know
And this vow
Will stay forever
It’ll never go
Just like me
And my shadow, yeah
We’ll stay
Forever and ever; nothin’ no one can change that any way
‘Cause I’ll always love you
Bestie, it’s true
This I know
Because I love you
— Sunny
Hello there, my friend!
Just wanted to drop by and say thanks for the follow ♥︎
I hope you have a lovely rest of your day (っᵔ◡ᵔ)っ
TAG: YOUR IT!
It’s Pretty funny you opened this because over the next 4 days you will:
1. Have someone fall in love with you
2. Find $20 on the ground
3. Go out with the person you like
4. Your best friend will get you a very nice gift
But first you have to fwd this!
Send it to 10 ppl in the next 143 minutes
If you break the chain you will have trouble with:
- Relationships
- Your school/job
- Your family for 5 years!!!
No send backs
Soooorrryyy
Also no gcs
I'm back to the point where I think about suicide almost every day. I just can't imagine things ever changing, because I'm the same crappy person I've always been. I hate myself, and I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again. I also imagined falling asleep in a parking lot and getting run over by a truck. The person who's emotionally abused me for years says I'M the emotionally abusive one. My big sister isn't all bad, but if I'm going to be stuck living with her for a while longer, can I at least meet someone who's positive and encouraging so I can get out of the vacuum of isolation and negativity I live in? Ya know, I sometimes feel the urge to cut off people who are kind to me, because it must be supportive friends who've spoiled me to the point I can't stand my family anymore. My sisters (well, 2 out of 3 of them) kind of hold to the view that real friends tell you horrible stuff all the time ("help” and "constructive criticism") and that nice people are fake. How am I supposed to live with that level of gaslighting? Of course, they've been a lot nicer to me for the past year and a half, because they're no longer mad about me being friends with our cousin whom they hate. Why? Because the poor girl's wacko mother won't let us communicate anymore. So now I feel like all that suffering was for nothing, and like if I manage to get back in contact with my cousin that they'll turn on me again.
I'm not really going to kill myself. I just can't stop thinking about it.
You know that feeling when you're really depressed, so you get everyone in your family an obscure vintage or foreign fashion doll for Christmas, even your dad? (And don't worry, I got them all stuff they'll actually like, too.)
@ShireStrawberry144 yeah. I mean, I didn’t give them dolls but I drew them pictures… Hey, how are you? Are you going ok? How was your day? You know that if there’s anything you want to talk about, I’m ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU BESTIE! ❤️⭐️✨
✨ ❤️ HOBBITS ❤️ ✨
@404-Assassins_D0GM4 I also feel really weird and conflicted because my dad saw my evil aunt and uncle at the funeral and said they were acting really nice, and I feel guilty for not being able to move past the way they treated EVERYONE last summer. If it was just me they'd been cruel to, it'd be one thing, but no amount of love and forgiveness can justify what bad parents they are.
I emailed you!
My grandmother on my dad's side died this morning. I hadn't seen her for almost 7 years. My dad hadn't seen her for as long. He got on a plane this morning, and if his flight hadn't been delayed, he probably would've seen her alive. He'd planned on seeing her back in September, but his flight was delayed because of Hurricane Helene (sorry if I got the name of the hurricane wrong). The next week it was cancelled. Then he was busy at work, then we got snowed in for 2 days...and this was the best chance he could find, but it was too late. And now he feels guilty.
@Whenthesungoesdown11 I EMAILED YOU BESTIEEEEE❤⭐✨ Sorry that took so long. I've been busy, and depressed, and very busy being depressed, so I don't always have a lot of time and don't always know what to say. T-T
Wait--why did hearing the Pippi Longstockings song make me randomly burst into tears?
WHAT'S WRONG WITH MEEEEE???
