Shirruri

Hello, I decided to return here and publish some of my books that are currently on Inkitt. I quit a long time ago, but I had moved on since then, and I'm sorry for all these depressive announcements I posted here when I had been in a bad state of mind. I'm not sure if I should keep them as reminders or completely remove them so I prefer to just ignore them for now. Needless to say, a lot of things have happened past these 3 years and I'm fairly happy with where I am right now. Still, I don't know how many people are still active here as I saw a lot of my friends quit or become inactive. I guess perhaps I'll have to start from square zero again, but this time I think I actually know what am I doing. So if you read this announcement (which most of you probably won't) feel free to send me a message or respond to it so we can continue/start another read4read or if you want me to check your book or read any chapters I've missed. I'm in on it. Also, I have a website now: https://tanyahaven.eu/ I'll be doing some adjusting on it later, but check it out if you way! That's all for now, have a good day!

Well, it's been long since we talked. I wrote the last poem in my book and I wanted all the people that mattered to me read it. It's a goodbye of sorts. If you ever see this message, I hope you read it. I haven't mentioned you in the list there but you are one of them. I am telling you before publishing.
           
          I hope you have a nice life. Take care. :)

I'm moving accounts. I'll contact you through my second account if anything needed. I am leaving this one behind and I don't want to come back.
          P.S: I'll maybe also be moving my books and following my followers through my second account. I won't and don't answer dms on this account, but I will reply with my other account instead. Thanks for understanding and have a great day. 

Wow I can't believe I joined wattpad 2 years ago?! It doesn't even feel like 2 years. I'm honestly really surprised! Time goes so fast... It feels like yesterday when I joined.

*sneak sneak*

Sup, I changed my username from @Shirruri to @Destroluzeki, and I have moved from Wattpad to Inkitt (User: Tanya Haven), there you'll find my book Legend of the Breeze written in 1st person and edited (20 chapters so far), then my poetry collection (Feelings through poetry) and a new poetry collection "Endless Abyss of unspoken words." Enjoy! I am doing great so far, glad I left this site because I was able to deal with unpleasant events which happened here. (or are related to this site, drama sucks). Well, I won't really be returning unless I'll start writing another book and will need feedback on it. But I'm definitely keeping this account and sometimes I answer Dms so no worries :') 
          P.S.: Thanks for unfollowing me, I'll be celebrating 299 followers

I'll be offline for about a week, and I really don't want to come back. I'll probably be uninstalling this app soon. I don't see a reason to stay, I'd rather just leave it all behind. I kinda wish I never became active here. Besides, I don't want to continue writing my book. I need to improve my English first. And since I never wanted to be a writer, only becoming one as I thought my art skills aren't good enough to make a comic, I'll probably be an artist instead. Don't get me wrong, I'll continue writing, but not on Wattpad. I have enough reviews to make my writing better, and I unfortunately don't want to make more online friends. So I'll be leaving.

Does anyone know the overwhelming feeling of sadness you randomly get because you realize you actually don't have any friends outside a phone screen, and realize you've wasted a few years of your life that you can't take back, and now barely have anything? I guess just me, it's a weird feeling. I kinda want summer holidays to be over already.
          

I guess it's not okay to vomit after every breakfast or is it? Because everytime I try to eat I feel uneasy and at mornings I'm super hungry, but the food doesn't want to stay in my stomach. It's kinda funny because I'm not even pregnant. So I let myself starve instead. I feel like it's cRrIpLiNg aNxiEtY. I told my parents and as far as I'm concerned I don't have an allergy. Weird. 

@ bangtn_imagines  Aww... That's too sweet of you!