I came from nowhere had been lost
Life is a mess, don't know the cost
Searching for hope that make me new
And the thing they said true, I knew

All besides me became a foe
Keep walking only on my toe
To stop them knowing my secret
And still playing on the fret

I know hiding it was a fool
I just don't like losing my cool
Realizing it was a sin
Like a shark that loosing it's fin

Is it time to make me proud?
Or my feelings was just a fraud?
I don't know how to express it
Rotten old self already jilt

Overcoming all of my fears
Surely, didn't waste any tears
Keep holding on my greatest faith
And all my sins I did, I hate

Feeling like a new creation
Doing good deeds in our nation
But my faith had been pernicious 
Can't save my life that was precious 

Skirmishes with all the adverse
And learning all bible verses 
Even praying all the night
To be a stronger Lord's knight

From my ups and downs I really learned
And from my blessings I earned
I became what I wanted
But I think I take it for granted

God let me realize it's hard
Help me too, to be a great guard
For my developing heart
Because your power is an art

Continuing serving the Lord
Breaking free from the nasty cord
From religion that was wrong gain
And now I am a born again