As a writer, my journey began with fan-fiction, where I was initially a novice, like a child exploring a story. It brought me joy and an audience. But when I ventured into creating my original story, I realized my limitations. I could craft angst, abuse, and explicit scenes without upsetting my readers, yet I struggled to deliver a satisfying, happy ending for myself.
This struggle led me to understand the concept of writer's block. It's not a lack of skill, but a battle with our inner critic, always pushing us to improve. Some abandon their work, blaming writer's block, but it's really about forgetting where you wanted your story to lead. It's about the conflict between your intention and your imagination, the desire to craft a complete story.
I am not simple-minded; I am a fan-fiction writer with a vast imagination but I have almost no EQ to speak of so happy ending for me is something I need to teach myself as I have yet to experience it. I let my mind guide me, staying true to the original while adding my creative touch. I rewrite stories to offer an escape from this harsh world. I also write my original story because I believe it can help not just me but many others.
Whether you paint, write, sing, or build, it's your mind and emotions that guide you. Let your imagination express who you are. It's your world, and you have the power to shape it, complete it, and share your masterpiece with others."