Shoyo1507

Hey guys.
          	
          	
          	I'm alive. I can't even believe it myself. I thought it was a dream until I woke up this morning.
          	
          	I couldn't do it. Leaving my sisters to live without me. Someone needs to protect them. It's the last spark that stopped me.
          	
          	I might have a hard time this year 2026. But I know I have you guys, so I'll keep trying. 
          	
          	
          	Happy New year guys! Have a great year!

Sl33pd3pr1v3dS1mp

@Shoyo1507 YEEESSSSS!!!! WHHOOOO!! LOOK AT YOU GO! IM SO PROUD OF YOUUUU >:D
          	  KEEP PUSHING ON, BABE, YOU SO GOT THIS!
          	  HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR, YOU DESERVE IT!
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minsungtraductor

Hey, you good? This is just a reminder you can rent and vent anytime you want ! We're always to listen to you. Have a good day ! (Or at least one good minute today)Also, thank you very much for staying alive. You don't owe us anything but we will be happy seeing you happy and in good health. Bye.(Sorry idk how to cheer peoples up and english isn't my first language but i'll do my best bc ily)

sinCEREALy-Finley

hii, how are you? its been a few days!

sinCEREALy-Finley

@Shoyo1507 i've been fine! I've started writing a new book recently.
            I hope your school year goes well!
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Shoyo1507

@sinCEREALy-Finley Hi! I have started school again. Been kinda draining, but so far, not feeling that depressed. Still on edge at home tho. How are you?
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sinCEREALy-Finley

Hey
          You okay rn?
          *hugs*
          Im sorry i havwnt been checking in lately :(

Shoyo1507

@sinCEREALy-Finley thanks, I needed that. My little sis made my mom mad last night. Then my mom said and I quote, "You always say that you don't like your siblings, right? Ok then, I also don't like you. You always make me hate you everyday." My little sister then started to hit herself. So I kinda feel bad for her. But her hitting herself made me remember when I used to do it as a kid
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Shoyo1507

@sinCEREALy-Finley yeah, I think.
            
            I would tell you what's going on, but it's a lot and I don't wanna be too much of a pain right now
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Shoyo1507

Hey guys.
          
          
          I'm alive. I can't even believe it myself. I thought it was a dream until I woke up this morning.
          
          I couldn't do it. Leaving my sisters to live without me. Someone needs to protect them. It's the last spark that stopped me.
          
          I might have a hard time this year 2026. But I know I have you guys, so I'll keep trying. 
          
          
          Happy New year guys! Have a great year!

Sl33pd3pr1v3dS1mp

@Shoyo1507 YEEESSSSS!!!! WHHOOOO!! LOOK AT YOU GO! IM SO PROUD OF YOUUUU >:D
            KEEP PUSHING ON, BABE, YOU SO GOT THIS!
            HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR, YOU DESERVE IT!
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Shoyo1507

Hey everyone.
          
          
          
          It's the 30th. You know what that means for those who remember, right?
          
          
          It's almost time. I've already planned everything. I just have to get through tonight and I'll be able to put all this past me tomorrow. I hope you guys have a great life. Happy early New Year, everyone. Thank you for everything.

Sl33pd3pr1v3dS1mp

Hey girl heyyy! How's it going? How can I pray for you this week?

Sl33pd3pr1v3dS1mp

What can I do or say that'll convince you not to commit suicide?
            no guilt tripping--I'd lowkey be so sad that you'd decide to throw your life away. You matter to me, and I want you to have the same story as I. I want you to beat depression and slowly grow your life again and find people who love you. It won't be easy and it's not perfect, but it's worth it. I want you to understand Christ loves you more than anyone would ever be able to muster.
            I'm doing alright, a little bumpy with my sister atm, but I'd say things are well as of now. Thank you for asking!
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Shoyo1507

@Sl33pd3pr1v3dS1mp uhhh, just hope I don't get the guts to actually go through all twenty stages of my suicide plan on the 31st. I might tho, Soo uhhh, don't get your hopes up. Other then that, how has your days/weeks been?
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Shoyo1507

Oh god, I'm so sorry guys...
          
          
          Please..
          
          
          Don't miss me, ok..?
          
          
          Unless I manage to find something that'll stop me or it fails, until next time.

Shoyo1507

Thank you..
            
            I'm sorry..
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