Dear jaan,
You r too good for me, I m really a stupid person, these distance r killing me, my feelings r my problem, I have no complains to you. I truly wish happiness n abundance, good health n wealth. I have no grudges for you. Y may not understand after sitting alone in the bathroom for such a long time, I have control myself. I know you might have not been able to do it. I m doing this for years. My love, my feeling of wanting y is my problem.i m sorry I came back, I have no place in yr life I understand n I m glad that y love yr family,work, n this will never allow y to come to me n i will never force. It's not burden to me. I think y must also not make it a hurdle in yr life. Y r right I m escapist, because when I see I m creating burden in other life better to leave rather expect or ask to be togather.
Humne kaha nahi aur woh samjhe nahi
Dono saath rehna chahte the lekin ek dusre ki khushiyo ki khwaish me zamana guzaar gaya.
Ab baas jana chahte hai, kyuki yunki ye kashmakash dekhi nahi jati, behtar hai woh pyar karte hai ye khwaab zindagi bhar dil me rahe.
Humne kuch khwaish nahi bus tum ache rehna. Jaan.
With lots of love
Jaan.
