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Anyone got any ideas on how i could make myself sick?? It needs to include vomiting bc my sister was sick a few days ago (so it looks like i just caught it from her) any suggestions are appreciated tysm <33

 HAPPY PRIDE MONTH <33
          This is three/two days late (where i live its three) but anyways 
          
          
          Love u all xx
          

No bc Someone made a ship acc for my school-

Ok im even MORE pissed now too. They have set 50 time limits and shit on my phone, take it every night, and check my screen time 24/7. And then whenever they forget to take my phone at night, they put it on ME wtf thats their fault. How tf am i even supposed to use it anyway? I LITTERALLY HAVE A SETTING SO THAT IT SHUTS OFF EVERYNIGHT BEFORE I EVEN GET TO BED. Whenever my whole fam sits on the couch and EVERYONE is on their phone, they say “oh ur always on jr phone u can never get off blah blah, have you even read any of the books i got u? R u even trying to spend less time on there?” WTFF AND THEY DONT EVEN DO ANY SHIT TO MY BROTHER AND HES ON THERE ALL THE TIME.
          
          I swear im moving out the second im 18 im so fucking done.

And also rn I'm really pissed off. Like REALLYY pissed.
          My mom started all this shit and stuff with me. and called me all these names. 
          I cried TWICE and now my dad and step mom think im a fucking cry baby bc im upset abt all the shit that has gone on the last few months. 
          And i can tell that they have taken the shit that she also said to them and they are effected by it. SHE ISNT EVEN FUCKING RELATED SHES AN EX. HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL ABOUT THIS WHEN SHES MY OWN FUCKING MOTHER. LIKE WTF IDK WTF TO DO.

I Feel like I'm like Bipolar or some sh!t like that....
          
          It runs in the family and i was raised by someone who probably has it. I guess i've always had this feeling that i had something like that idk

HAPPY INTONATIONAL WOMENS DAY!!  

Omg wtf, i sound so sad and depressed in these jeez. I'm not dead lol, but seriously i feel really weird like something is wrong.

My parents are just getting more disappointed in me everyday. its not even worth living anymore.

My tics are getting worse everyday. I try my fucking best to stay positive but all my parents say is “don’t laugh at that this is serious it’s going to really affect you.” Or “you don’t understand, I’m under so much stress.” Like they are the ones living with This stupid fucking problem, bc if they really cared they would know I go to my room crying everyday.