Shroom_of_angst

I'm so sorry about my long absence, everybody. My self-hate made a very sudden come back, my friend group fell apart for a while, and I lost all my motivation for any projects I was working on. I saw myself as becoming the most stereotypical ugly person every. I thought I was fat, I had to get glasses, and my breakouts got really bad for reasons I was unaware of. I'm trying to work on it all and get back on my projects, as well as new hobbies I've discovered. I plan to take all my stories off hiatus, as well as edit old chapters because I discovered how appalling my grammar was as well as the writing style. I hope you have all been well, and I plan to give you updates on how things are going every day now so you will no longer be in the dark. I am so happy all of you are still here, and I even somehow gained new friends while I was gone (yes, you are my friends)

Izzy_Existence

@Shroom_of_angst *hugs* I'm so sorry I missed this, i hope you're ok
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Shroom_of_angst

@Shroom_of_angst Edit: This is not me trying to make ppl insecure about themselves when I say 'stereotypical ugly' those were my own thoughts to myself as I believed I looked like it. If you personally have any of the things I listed they are all part of your beauty, inside and out. It was me thinking of how it looked on me and how my own body and self didn't match my own personal style
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Shroom_of_angst

I'm so sorry about my long absence, everybody. My self-hate made a very sudden come back, my friend group fell apart for a while, and I lost all my motivation for any projects I was working on. I saw myself as becoming the most stereotypical ugly person every. I thought I was fat, I had to get glasses, and my breakouts got really bad for reasons I was unaware of. I'm trying to work on it all and get back on my projects, as well as new hobbies I've discovered. I plan to take all my stories off hiatus, as well as edit old chapters because I discovered how appalling my grammar was as well as the writing style. I hope you have all been well, and I plan to give you updates on how things are going every day now so you will no longer be in the dark. I am so happy all of you are still here, and I even somehow gained new friends while I was gone (yes, you are my friends)

Izzy_Existence

@Shroom_of_angst *hugs* I'm so sorry I missed this, i hope you're ok
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Shroom_of_angst

@Shroom_of_angst Edit: This is not me trying to make ppl insecure about themselves when I say 'stereotypical ugly' those were my own thoughts to myself as I believed I looked like it. If you personally have any of the things I listed they are all part of your beauty, inside and out. It was me thinking of how it looked on me and how my own body and self didn't match my own personal style
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Shroom_of_angst

Hello everybody~!!!
          
          Guess who's back in the states for a week!

Izzy_Existence

@Shroom_of_angst OMG YAYYYY SHROOMYYYYY <33333333
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Shroom_of_angst

Hey guys. What do you do when you don't want to be at school, don't want to be at home, and just feel like you've got no where else to go because you're starting to hate your life again?

sharkiepaws

@Shroom_of_angst I lowkey just usually go outside for a while  but sometimes I just stay in my room alone 
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Izzy_Existence

@Shroom_of_angst I go to school, be at home when I have to, and js try to be alone as much as I can :D
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Shroom_of_angst

I was a 10-12  year old.
          Trying to make my way through school with a life that has been filled with toxic and horrible people who had wounded me mentally and emotionally.
          
          I've gone through bodyshaming, depression, Suicidal thoughts, undiagnosed mental disabilities, bullying, insecurities, and hatred.
          I have lost motivation to go through with multiple things in life and have given up on multiple things, including myself.
          But I'm now 13 years old, with a loving fan base, friend group, understanding family members, and a new school.
          
          I am officially starting to write a dark romance book of my own that I will attempt to have published while I'm still in middle school. My friends inspire and encourage me the entire time.
          
          This is my message to everybody here that it will get hard, and it will seem like it's time for the end, but find yourself and you're people for a real chance at life. You will learn it was never you. It was your surroundings.

Izzy_Existence

@Shroom_of_angst *hugs* I'm so proud of you for powering through that. *knows I never will and would have to leave home first*
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Kayleerobbo131

@Shroom_of_angst I've been going through the exact same thing for a few years now. It has been real hard at some points and I have wanted to just give up multiple times, but I found someone who loves me for who I am and helping me every step of the way. Remember to always stay strong and never give up no matter what. Yes it sounds pretty cringe but its worth it and so are you
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Shroom_of_angst

Let's play give me a trans name! My real name is Atalie/Aj!
          
          (Yes, it's also a name reveal)

Izzy_Existence

@Shroom_of_angst Andy(?)
            Ajack
            Andrew
            Trent
            Liam
            Luke
            Isaac
            Ivan
            Earl
            Eddie
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Shroom_of_angst

Alr, wtf is wrong with some people?
          
          I was just on capcut and saw a post about how Trump put Black History Month and Pride Month on "hold"
          
          Then, in the comments, people we're literally like "Where's white month" or "There should be a straight pride month" 
          
          LIKE, SHUT THE F UP! THE WHOLE REASON WE HAVE MONTHS IS BECAHSE PPL LIKE YOU WERE ASSHOLES TO US (Not you guys, I mean the people who left comments like that)
          
          If you're a trump supporter or believe these things, I'm sorry, but you need to leave my account, unfollow me. I don't care, but get out.

Kayleerobbo131

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@Shroom_of_angst  nahhhh what the hell is even going on inside this guys head seriously. america + trump = fucked
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-_El1zabeth_Aft0n_-

Hiii!  So uhm I wrote a Sonadow story called “they tore me apart.”
          And you said you liked it and I’m going to make another Sonadow story with angst

Shroom_of_angst

@-_El1zabeth_Aft0n_- oh yeah! That's still one of my favorite sonadow books! :)
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-_El1zabeth_Aft0n_-

Also that story was on my old account which got banned
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