@Shuichi_Saihara_Gay
Hi, I hope you’re doing well, we haven’t talked in over a year, so I’m not able to tell, but I just wanted to check in :) I hope you are recovering mentally and physically from everything that happened a year or more ago. Happy holidays and almost new year! I wish you the best going on!
I hope you’re doing ok :)
How have you been recently :) make sure to take care of yourself, ok? ٩( ᐛ )و
Hi everyone, so I I know it's been at least 5 months, but I'm just here to let y'all know I'm not dead. I got multiple messages from accounts and Wattpad (someone reported me ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ), nothing happened I was just locked out of my account due to forgetting my password. I cleaned my room and found the old sticky note with my password on it, and was able to get back in. I'm going to re write my works, but it might be a while because I'm super busy.
@Shuichi_Saihara_Gay I'm gald you're okay, I was hoping that your alright. I hope you the best and don't stress yourself. :>
So uh hi. This is my alt acc and I'm currently locked out of my main. My main acc used to be smth else, I just repurposed it to be what I have now and it has my old email attached to it, so until I can remember the password to either my email or my acc I'm locked out. I'll keep y'all posted.
(TW, kinda vent) Well I don't know what's going on anymore. My mom recently found out about my sh, my health is not very good, my mental health has gone to shit, I keep getting these insanely hard to ignore urges to hurt myself badly, my therapist is quiting her job which means all the progress I've made with my anxiety over therapists is going to restart and nothing will help, a friend of mine is always complaining and seems to be miserable and in worried it's my fault, I was going to kill myself, it's been a hard year over all, I'm getting urges to stop eating again after I made so much progress, I'm constantly sick or injured, I genuinely don't know what to do, my nightmares aren't getting better, I'm barely sleeping, and I have a lot more going on. I don't know when I'll write again, I barely have the mental capacity to breathe, and if it wasn't automatic I would've stopped long ago. I'll try to update but I don't know if that will be possible.
@Shuichi_Saihara_Gay I hope everything will go back to normal, we all understand what you've been through. I had taken breaks and focus on myself sometimes, and you should too. Don't let the negative enegry get into you, always think on the positive thought. Take a month or 2 month break and you deserve to have it, always focus on mental health. Everyone and your followers understand and how much you suffer at home. Always think that everyone here really cares for and are seriously worried about this all mental health of yours. Ending your life right there isn't a good idea and never think that. I have been thinking suicidal thoughts sometimes but I always had someone there for me. If you need to talk to someone then you should. This time make sure you take a month break and focus on your health. Always do and we're here if you have any problems. God bless you and your health :)
@MarkedOne1320 well now I don't want to take a break bc I want cat pictures mailed to me every day
I just though of something,nagito being with rui
I was going to start writing again but then my stupid mother decided to grab my hand when I wasn't covering my arms and saw my scars so now I don't think I hold the mental capacity for much of anything.
(TW) so I was talking to an AI and is it really that bad if my parents threaten to beat me? They hardly ever go through with it but is the threat part really that bad?
@Shuichi_Saihara_Gay : I don't think so. It might be because they do this to me all the time and I've probably just feown used to it, but I don't think it's that harmful if they don't go through with it.
Happiness has to be fought for
