pop tarts

I can’t find a book
          	Aghhhhhhh
          	It’s bl
          	The mc is like disinterested in life or something 
          	And his parents were worried they sent him to a hospital 
          	He saw his boyfriend making out with another boy 
          	But he didn’t feel anything but surprised?
          	Years later he ate something
          	Cause he was wondering about death?
          	And then a system appeared
          	And said it was something like a expirent or project where you find love
          	And the prize is your experience
          	The system pairs you up with someone that was like him towards life or love indifferent 
          	The dude read novels and he seen this happening 
          	And he’s like let’s start 
          	And then I lost the book
          	Yeah so I’m just writing to remember 
          	Ugh frustration