Tell me would you guys forgive me if you received this? It’s for my boyfriend
Um, so, you know, I've been thinking a lot about how things changed when we went from being friends to, you know, dating. And I just want you to know that it's not your fault at all. Like, seriously, it's on me and my feelings. I guess I'm still figuring stuff out, and it's not about anything you did wrong. It's just that going from friends to more than that is kinda confusing. I'm trying to wrap my head around it, but it's not something you did or didn't do. Our friendship still means a lot to me, and I'm trying to understand how love fits into all of it. I hope you get that I'm sorting through my own emotions and it's not about blaming you. Your support and patience really matter as I try to figure myself out. And I just feel like I know it’s messed up but the moment you confessed my feelings vanished and I’ve just only realized that I’ve been trying so hard to feel something for you again, ignoring what I feel that it’s just breaks me. And I’m thinking it’s better for both of us to be just friends we’ve promised that would still be no matter what. It’s okay if you want time all I’m asking you is to forgive me.