Jade

Wait wait wait....... isn't it your birthday today?
          
          HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY

This is a little sudden and out of nowhere but I am leaving this acc. I unpublished 'Mine' and 3 other useless books.
          
          Do I feel like an idiot? Yeah. Idky I am doing this. I wasn't even planning to as I promised to complete 'Mine' before I switch to the other acc but oh well...
          
          Will I be active here? Nope. Anywhere else? I don't think so. Barely on Insta as well. I'll be on by other acc @__MidKnightJuliet__ tho. But I won't be active there... 
          
          It was nice knowing you all. I hope you have a good days ahead. This is Shy-Nim signing off <3
          
          Ps: For the few people that care...it was nice knowing you :)

(ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ'ˢ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵖᵃᵐ)
          I think it's obvious, but all the poets have their muse. It might differ based on the poem they write or it stays consistent all throughout. In the end, it all narrows down to a certain thing or a certain someone. But, you know what's interesting? You don't have to be a poet to have a muse. You can have a muse to keep living, to keep on walking towards the future. A muse to keep you breathing and smiling until the sun sets and also to keep you motivated enough to look forward to the rising one. Let's all keep working on ourselves until we find our own muse, yeah?

Happy new year everyone! I wish you all good health and a strong will! 
          
          And I hope you guys will keep me in your prayers and wish me good health as well. I get sick very often. Basically once every month. So I hope I can at least spend 1 year being healthy without getting sick!
          
          Let's do this guy's!
          
          Btw what's your new year resolution?
          
          Mine is to be in good health of course and to be the best in my class. (I've never been so serious about studies ngl). I am gonna prove my worth now that I am actually serious. But for that I need not to get sick so often so please pray for me!
          
          Hope you have good luck all throughout the year~

I let the rain soak me to the bone because life has already consumed my soul.

My lovelyy di~~

Recently I got a text from a random number. That day I gave my friend my number so I thought it was her. But I still asked who it was.
          
          The person said, they were a ghost. I thought my friend was messing with me.
          
          So I asked if they were my classmate and they said, nope. I asked how did they got my number and they literally went, 'bruh don't you know what ghost is?' 
          
          I thought ghost is an internet term I don't know about so I asked them to enlighten me. But here's the thing, they said they really were a ghost.
          
          I asked if it was a prank and the person said, no sis it's very much real. I said, how cool. Ghosts now chat too? And they responded with a sarcastically saying, yeah.
          
          I asked, be fr tho who are you? Are you a girl? He said he wasn't a girl. That he was once a human but now he's a ghost. I was starting to get fed up so I tried to end the conversation saying, I don't remember giving any guy my number. I asked him to leave me alone. 
          
          But he started saying confusing stuff so I couldn't help but ask why he was texting me. And now I am about to say something you won't believe. 
          
          He said that we once knew each other. I was confused so I told him that I needed some sort of proof. He asked if I'd believe him afterwards, so I said it depends.
          
          He said he could tell my name. Even my parents name and what I was doing at the moment. So I said, yeah? Tell me then. My name and what I am doing rn.
          
          He didn't actually say anything that'd prove his point. Instead he said, that in some other universe we knew each other. That I forgot my past but he remembers everything. When I said that I don't believe in reincarnation, that I was confused he said, some people don't change.
          
          Cuz I said he didn't prove anything he said he knew what I was doing. I asked about it and he said I was busy cheating on him. Like wtf?
          
          Later I said, leave me alone that I don't know him and I blocked him. 
          
          It was pretty entertaining tho

This is kinda random but I don't really have anyone to talk about this so kinda wanna vent here-
          
          I am scared of marriage. In fact I hate it. I've very valid reason to be paranoid but I don't usually go onto explaining why. And people just assume it to be something silly.
          
          I mean if you look at the people around me, they're doomed. Watching them suffer makes me feel awful. And I grew up watching all that.
          
          Then my mom complains why I keep on rejecting all the proposals- Bruh I am not ready and it's not really what I want right now.
          
          Love marriage sucks and arranged just ain't it.
          
          My mom had arranged marriage and my aunt had a love marriage. None of them are happy. And they expect me to agree to marry some random dude.
          
          This shit has been going on since the start of the year and it's getting annoying. She keeps finding someone new.
          
          And I guess a part of me is starting to accept that ig I've to marry someone one way or another-
          
          Not that I mind but I am not ready bro. I thought about it a lot and I think I need time. At least two more years.
          
          I wasn't taking all this seriously until I almost got engaged. Yeah...I rejected that as well so we fine...
          
          

https://www.wattpad.com/story/383602353?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=ggukie_08

This is too late to regret but why was I reading fanfictions at the age of 13?! I am cringing and now I am stuck here lmao.
          
          We were never innocent huh? *Smirks*