Shy-Nim

Recently I got a text from a random number. That day I gave my friend my number so I thought it was her. But I still asked who it was.
          	
          	The person said, they were a ghost. I thought my friend was messing with me.
          	
          	So I asked if they were my classmate and they said, nope. I asked how did they got my number and they literally went, 'bruh don't you know what ghost is?' 
          	
          	I thought ghost is an internet term I don't know about so I asked them to enlighten me. But here's the thing, they said they really were a ghost.
          	
          	I asked if it was a prank and the person said, no sis it's very much real. I said, how cool. Ghosts now chat too? And they responded with a sarcastically saying, yeah.
          	
          	I asked, be fr tho who are you? Are you a girl? He said he wasn't a girl. That he was once a human but now he's a ghost. I was starting to get fed up so I tried to end the conversation saying, I don't remember giving any guy my number. I asked him to leave me alone. 
          	
          	But he started saying confusing stuff so I couldn't help but ask why he was texting me. And now I am about to say something you won't believe. 
          	
          	He said that we once knew each other. I was confused so I told him that I needed some sort of proof. He asked if I'd believe him afterwards, so I said it depends.
          	
          	He said he could tell my name. Even my parents name and what I was doing at the moment. So I said, yeah? Tell me then. My name and what I am doing rn.
          	
          	He didn't actually say anything that'd prove his point. Instead he said, that in some other universe we knew each other. That I forgot my past but he remembers everything. When I said that I don't believe in reincarnation, that I was confused he said, some people don't change.
          	
          	Cuz I said he didn't prove anything he said he knew what I was doing. I asked about it and he said I was busy cheating on him. Like wtf?
          	
          	Later I said, leave me alone that I don't know him and I blocked him. 
          	
          	It was pretty entertaining tho

a_purple_girl

@Shy-Nim  lmfao! I see.... okay then! *thumbs up*
Reply

Shy-Nim

@a_purple_girl fr I wouldn't even have carried the conversation if I didn't assume that it was my friend or cousin. We barely talked for like 10 mins so no worries tho 
          	  
          	  Ps: I got a story idea thanks to this incident lol
Reply

Shy-Nim

Recently I got a text from a random number. That day I gave my friend my number so I thought it was her. But I still asked who it was.
          
          The person said, they were a ghost. I thought my friend was messing with me.
          
          So I asked if they were my classmate and they said, nope. I asked how did they got my number and they literally went, 'bruh don't you know what ghost is?' 
          
          I thought ghost is an internet term I don't know about so I asked them to enlighten me. But here's the thing, they said they really were a ghost.
          
          I asked if it was a prank and the person said, no sis it's very much real. I said, how cool. Ghosts now chat too? And they responded with a sarcastically saying, yeah.
          
          I asked, be fr tho who are you? Are you a girl? He said he wasn't a girl. That he was once a human but now he's a ghost. I was starting to get fed up so I tried to end the conversation saying, I don't remember giving any guy my number. I asked him to leave me alone. 
          
          But he started saying confusing stuff so I couldn't help but ask why he was texting me. And now I am about to say something you won't believe. 
          
          He said that we once knew each other. I was confused so I told him that I needed some sort of proof. He asked if I'd believe him afterwards, so I said it depends.
          
          He said he could tell my name. Even my parents name and what I was doing at the moment. So I said, yeah? Tell me then. My name and what I am doing rn.
          
          He didn't actually say anything that'd prove his point. Instead he said, that in some other universe we knew each other. That I forgot my past but he remembers everything. When I said that I don't believe in reincarnation, that I was confused he said, some people don't change.
          
          Cuz I said he didn't prove anything he said he knew what I was doing. I asked about it and he said I was busy cheating on him. Like wtf?
          
          Later I said, leave me alone that I don't know him and I blocked him. 
          
          It was pretty entertaining tho

a_purple_girl

@Shy-Nim  lmfao! I see.... okay then! *thumbs up*
Reply

Shy-Nim

@a_purple_girl fr I wouldn't even have carried the conversation if I didn't assume that it was my friend or cousin. We barely talked for like 10 mins so no worries tho 
            
            Ps: I got a story idea thanks to this incident lol
Reply

Shy-Nim

this message may be offensive
This is kinda random but I don't really have anyone to talk about this so kinda wanna vent here-
          
          I am scared of marriage. In fact I hate it. I've very valid reason to be paranoid but I don't usually go onto explaining why. And people just assume it to be something silly.
          
          I mean if you look at the people around me, they're doomed. Watching them suffer makes me feel awful. And I grew up watching all that.
          
          Then my mom complains why I keep on rejecting all the proposals- Bruh I am not ready and it's not really what I want right now.
          
          Love marriage sucks and arranged just ain't it.
          
          My mom had arranged marriage and my aunt had a love marriage. None of them are happy. And they expect me to agree to marry some random dude.
          
          This shit has been going on since the start of the year and it's getting annoying. She keeps finding someone new.
          
          And I guess a part of me is starting to accept that ig I've to marry someone one way or another-
          
          Not that I mind but I am not ready bro. I thought about it a lot and I think I need time. At least two more years.
          
          I wasn't taking all this seriously until I almost got engaged. Yeah...I rejected that as well so we fine...
          
          

a_purple_girl

@Shy-Nim  honestly I don't want it either TT but parents just can't understand-
Reply

Shy-Nim

@SleepyNSantaJimin Thanks for your words of wisdom. Really means a lot :)
Reply

Shy-Nim

@ethereal_moonfics Exactly my point. I don't think I am prepared. Besides I am not really the most wife material person. I don't wanna make my partner regret marrying me- So I thought I can take time to prepare myself. Not just for this. I've a goal to fulfil as well. I want to study law and become an advocate someday. And along the way I want to grow into a person my future partner can be proud of. And ig I need to learn to be more mature as well. Basically it's all about growing into a person I want to be. Don't wanna have any regrets after all. The funny part is I have a heavily negative perspective over marriages because my dad's sides people are...even my parents...well it's a long story. I thought I shouldn't be stuck to the negative parts all the time. There are going to be ups and downs anyway no matter how well things are going. So just trying to see it in a much positive light. Let's be positive!
Reply

Shy-Nim

This is too late to regret but why was I reading fanfictions at the age of 13?! I am cringing and now I am stuck here lmao.
          
          We were never innocent huh? *Smirks*

a_purple_girl

@Shy-Nim  they should initially keep that 'hide the mature content' option on and if someone wants to, they can turn it on not the other way around... smh
Reply

Shy-Nim

@a_purple_girl I was lucky that I didn't know smut exists lmao. I mostly read those that were wholesome until this orange app started suggesting shady things 〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜
Reply

a_purple_girl

@Shy-Nim  I used to skip the smut parts or just didn't read those which contained smut.. ⚰️☠️ but then eventually I gave in... I didn't wanna read before I was 18 but then I was like... whatever- I didn't like it all that much so.... *shrug*
Reply

a_purple_girl

ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ'ˢ (ᵏⁱⁿᵈᵃ ᵖᵒᵉᵗⁱᶜ) ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵖᵃᵐ
          Have you thought about how a flower blooms more and more radiant after the rain? Do you think the constant rain drops that fall high from the sky don't hurt them? It does, and that's the process of growing. Growing into something more, something really beautiful and meaningful. Something that will make you forget about all the hardships. I believe, there is always a way and that everyone will be alright, just hold on tight and we'll get through the night.

Shy-Nim

@a_purple_girl Thank you I really needed this <3333
Reply

Shy-Nim

So about the dark romance thing, I need a bit of help. (Please don't ignore!)
          
          I've thought about the characters and their traits but I haven't come up with a story yet.
          
          So I want you to suggest me a name/title for the story. 
          
          I've never tried writing this kind of theme before so I don't know what to name it. Besides the name might help me come up with an idea for the book. If I like any of the names you've suggested I might end up using it as the original title.
          
          Btw please don't write anything that has, obsessed/dark in it. I've seen it so many times lol. I am hoping for something unique.
          
          Here's a little bit about the characters:
          
          Y/n: A single mother. She has a 4 year old daughter to take care of. Has trust issues. Way too serious about everything.
          
          Taehyung: I still haven't thought of an occupation but maybe a photographer? Usually laid back. He has a typical personality of a dark romance love interest. With a few unique traits. (But that's a secret~)
          
          Here's a sneak peak of their conversation:
          
          "Just someone who has more love for me compared to what I have for him."
          
          "Won't it be a bit one sided though?"
          
          "What I mean to say is, the love I have for him is more than enough to me. But compared to his love for me it feels nothing."
          
          "Are you sure? That sounds intense."
          
          "At least he won't leave me behind like how my ex did."
          
          There are expression and reactions but I didn't add them.
          
          Anyway, help me out please!!!
          

Shy-Nim

@a_purple_girl lol I couldn't come up with a story so I thought maybe titles will give me ideas 
Reply

Shy-Nim

@Parkjimin_1701 First of thank you for reading it! And thanks for the suggestions as well :D
Reply

Shy-Nim

Yk, it's almost funny how people think being overly positive, cheerful and optimistic is showy and almost pretentious.
          
          The kind of environment I grew up with, if there was someone else instead of me, they would've gotten depressed. So I am happy that at least I grew up well and happy despite everything I went through.
          
          I spent more than half of my childhood being bullied at school. (I hated going to school but I was forced to anyway.) And I was always compared to my sister. Which caused me to try and be like her...
          
          And these are just two of the things. Even if I write a book about everything that I went through it won't feel enough. I just hope no one has to go through with the unnecessary drama.
          
          I am happy that I didn't let myself get stuck to the negatives. It's something I taught myself. To be happy. To be optimistic. After all I only have myself to rely on.
          
          Because if I let things burden me, I probably wouldn't even be alive right now. I am not saying it lightly of course. Because I know how my mind works. When I let things affect me it gets brutal.
          
          In short, I just want you all to be happy. Don't let the little things or even the bigger things affect you. Life is too short for regrets. 
          
          Try to be happy and positive. You'll see that it'll feel a bit more bearable that way :)
          

Parkjimin_1701

@Shy-Nim if u need to share anything author-nim,
             I'll be at your service, your highness. 
            Trust your fans 
Reply

Yoongleskookiee777

hi

Shy-Nim

@Yoongleskookiee777 I see! That's so nice of you :D
Reply

Yoongleskookiee777

@Shy-Nim I'm doing fine. Found your comments on my book so decided to check on you
Reply

Shy-Nim

Y'all crazy. 30k in Not your sugar baby? Bro you need help. I know you thought it had suspicious content, didn't you?
          
          Jokes on you since it only builds anticipation to tease you which leads to nothing lmao
          
          And the story writing is poor as it was my first book but I do appreciate that you took time to read it.