ShyIceQueene

*hugs you tightly*

I never wanted to imagine life without my mother. Even when we had our ups and downs we still had love cause the next day we’d be happy and hugging. She knew I liked girls before I did somehow because she made me a blanket before I even knew my sexuality. I keep that blanket now, I sleep with it because it reminds me of her. Now I have to live in this new normal without a mom to teach me to drive and cook properly. Live in this new normal without a mom to hold me tight before I walk down the aisle in the dress she picked. Live in this new normal without a mom to see me graduate high school, CCTC, or Francis Marion. I have to live in this new normal where crying is a natural thing and so is being sad. I miss my mama.

Here is a hug from me. *hugs*

hi love
          you don’t know me but i heard from a friend and i am so so sorry. it’s terrible to know that i can’t do anything other than send you kind words through an app but i want more than anything to give you hug. i can’t imagine the amount of pain you’re in petal, nobody should ever go through this. don’t forget to take care of yourself, make sure you eat, stay hydrated, get some sleep. and remember that you are allowed to be sad. i’m currently in tears that i can’t do more for you darling. you are so strong and amazing and i love you so much. 
          all the love,
          spirit ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

She’s gone

My moms responding, she’ll make it. 

Hey, I’m gonna need a few days for this to settle. My moms gone. I’m handling it. I just need some time. Just now not the time to talk to me, later is. 

Some of my books from my FrozenIceQueene account will be moved to A03 and the others will be moved here to the ShyIceQueene account. I’m doing this and saying this now because I’m losing hope that I’ll be able to log back into that account ever again. 

I can log into this account on my phone, waiting for the FrozenIceQueene account now

Hey Queens, Kings, and My Beans. This is my second account that I'm on until Wattpad sorts out its issues on my main account. The email linked to this account however is also linked to my FrozenIceQueene account. I'll fix it once its back. I am still on discord if you want to RP there. Currently, I'm able to log in on this account on my computer but not my phone. 
          
          Discord server link is here: https://discord.gg/GVbxkz
          
          My other account (Main one)  is still alive and hopefully, I'll be able to get in after this breach is over.