Shyness324

I know nobody responds but hopefully you all read this. I am done with people. I am a mom now and realized if my son loves me then thats all i need so to the people who turned there backs and left me behind. I forgive you. I forgive you even though you hurt me and made me feel worthless my incredible family. My beautiful son and amazing fiance have shown me I am worth more then what you all thought of me. I decided that my life is special no matter what anyone thinks. Whether they dislike my tone, how I talk or whatever I have decided to be myself. That's my choice. To those who have read this thank you. To those who haven't hopefully you will soon. Thanks and God bless.

Shyness324

I know nobody responds but hopefully you all read this. I am done with people. I am a mom now and realized if my son loves me then thats all i need so to the people who turned there backs and left me behind. I forgive you. I forgive you even though you hurt me and made me feel worthless my incredible family. My beautiful son and amazing fiance have shown me I am worth more then what you all thought of me. I decided that my life is special no matter what anyone thinks. Whether they dislike my tone, how I talk or whatever I have decided to be myself. That's my choice. To those who have read this thank you. To those who haven't hopefully you will soon. Thanks and God bless.

Kasketchie

Hello  remember me?

Shyness324

@Kasketchie pm me!
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Kasketchie

@Shyness324 i just haven't been using wattpad as much anymore xD
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Shyness324

@Kasketchie WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?
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Shyness324

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So I have given up on a lot of rp books. Most respond to me the first three days then vanish. If they have there own shit outside wattpad thats one thing. But to Blatantly rp others rps 2 mins after you write then never speak to you. Is sorta annoying. You end up feeling like you made them leave or they dont like you. I know some people really cant control it. They have so many rps to respond to. But others. Others can. So to those who can. If you hate the rp idea. Just say it. Its easier then just ignoring someone.

Shyness324

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@Shyness324 Right! Like I rp to escape the world and some issues. Everyones reasons are different. People are different. Not everyone has the same. Oh you dont want to rp fuck you mentality. I wish people grew up and just said. "Hey I dont like this idea. Mind compromising?"  I dont know how many peoples rps could have been saved or at least peoples hearts spared if someone fucking spoke up! You know how quick id be like ok if it was me. 2 seconds flat.
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Shyness324

@El-Socius Thank you! I just get mad because. I get some people want a change of pace. Or get bored with the idea. But at least tell that person. I've met so many people who have lost there confidence all because an rper wont give them the time of day. Let alone own up that they either hate the idea or just dont want to rp. I know some people can be assholes about it. But not everyone does. Maybe rpers should give people a chance before assuming the damn worst.
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Shyness324

Hey everyone so I'm home from my surgery. I am extremely sore and bloated and will be sleeping alot. If i do not answer thats why.

_Fujiwara_

@Shyness324 (( Feel better soon!
            Lots of love
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Mocking-Jae

@Shyness324 
            Okay, take your time and recover soon
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Shyness324

So I've been in and out of doctors appointments a lot recently. Well I just found out something. I felt I should tell you all now incase i cant reach anyone. I'm going for surgery on monday morning for my gallbladder to be removed. I've been busy preparing myself mentally as well as family drama and personal life. So I hope no one thinks im ignoring them. This year just hasnt been the greatest for me medical wise.

ThoseTurtlesTho

I hope you have a nice and easy recovery! Best wishes
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Mocking-Jae

@Shyness324 
            It'll get better, don't worry
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Shyness324

So. Half the people i was rping with suddenly vanished. Not sure if its because of me or life. Either way. I hope they're ok I know life can be really hard. I've been going through a lot this year. Hopefully there all ok.