SiaOrange

Biggest April fools jumpscare ever.

Kiri_m0

@ SiaOrange  :3
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lifeinthedream_house

I really want to talk about Daniel’s story. He was very brave and I js want people to have more cancer awareness. Can you tell me a little bit about him or is that too personal?

SiaOrange

@lifeinthedream_house  a few weeks after he died, my aunt and my uncle both died in the same week. One due to heart attack and one to cancer, I hope this is cured soon.
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lifeinthedream_house

I personally have known a few people and have had a family member with cancer(he passed, but it was unrelated to cancer) and it’s a horrible horrible disease nobody deserves to have.
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SiaOrange

@lifeinthedream_house I saw, thank you very much for including him
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Hrts4Bears

Hey, sorry to interrupt, but do you know anyone who would be interested in a tmf purge au? I'm honestly proud of my work, but it doesn't come out until the end of the month ‼️
          
          The ships are Lander and Jiam, but even if those ships don't appeal to anyone, one person in the ships die anyway

Hrts4Bears

@SiaOrange Okay, great!! Thanks for the help ^^
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SiaOrange

I can’t think of anyone off the top of my head as I don’t talk to many people now, but I’ll let u know if it’s someone’s thing!!
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Hrts4Bears

Hey Sia!! Are you doing alright?

Hrts4Bears

@SiaOrange ooo okay thanks I'll use that when I can
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SiaOrange

@Hrts4Bears I hope you’re doing fine now:( Random wee tip, cutting up cucumber and putting it in iced water helps to calm the mind.
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Hrts4Bears

@SiaOrange To be honest? Some sturdy drama kind of happened and icl it decreased my mental health. That stressed me tf out
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SiaOrange

Having a safe space was something fun for a while, as a place to interact with people with the same interests as me. To escape the reality of my actual life, to have something a little better to look at. And this has been the best few years of my life on this app. I don’t know what I’m going to do further. If I end up doing something that maybe I’ll regret, maybe isn’t the right thing to do, I’ll somehow make sure you all can find out the endings of my books in one way or another. Shits tough right now and really I’m just beat. I’m honestly just really tired. I feel sick in my throat, and it seems every other months this app, the app that used to make me happy, just makes my heart stop, makes my body feel cold. I don’t feel safe anywhere else. And I’m not so sure I can manage this any longer than I have. So in case this is our last meeting, then goodbye. I love you all.

TrollsFloom

Tbh i felt that way too when i first foud fanfiction and my first fanfic app was this. I fellt like it was unsafe but turns out this app is actually most full of teens and people that arebt even teens yet but areclose to being teens. But when im interacting ppl who like fanfiction and have same interests as me. THATS MY SAFEZONE! take a break if you need to. I'd always wait 4 u but unless u wanna quit I wont hokd you bacm any longer. 
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usagisbaee

@SiaOrange I'm so sorry for everything that's happened. You're an amazing person, and you've done great things. I know we don't talk, but I mean it. I hope you feel better, praying everything clears up
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SIAORANGEN1FAN

@SiaOrange STOP This makes me cryyyy NOO dont:( DONT GIVE UP SO EASILY
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SiaOrange

I’ve made the choice to delete all the servers as a whole. I’m actually so sick and tired of all of this. I’ll continue to post my writing, I never joined Wattpad for a drama, I never joined Wattpad to cry myself to sleep, to harm myself, to defend myself, to anxiously check my notifications every 2 seconds. I’m done. This has been the shittiest year of my goddamn life, in my personal life. I’m sick of this. Genuinely sick to my back teeth. This was never supposed to turn out this way, I only ever wanted to reach out and to talk to people I care about, to talk about TMF. 

Iifeinthedream_house

deft0nesg1rl

@Hrts4Bears thank you, as much as we may have our differences I appreciate that.
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