I think a lot most of the times especially when I don't have anything to do or when I'm too tired to write an update. I am not really good with my words even though I'm quite talkative. I stammer alot of times especially when I'm nervous, I forgot words easily and sometimes, my mouth just can't say what I am thinking. It's like my mouth and my mind have their own freaking life and they don't want me to control them. Haha. So, yeah. Maybe that's why I can't write monologue's the way it supposed to be because I am not good with my words. I am just typing and typing without realizing how bad it is. And I'm sorry for that. I am still lacking but I am trying my best write a story because that is one of my dreams. :) Or should I say... Impossible dream? :)