SibunaHOA2

Hello. I am not back but I am here to simply explain where a good chunk of my stories have gone. I decided to delete any stories that had to do with Venturiantale. 
          After Bethany posted her video about what happened behind the scenes, I felt that I needed to delete everything that had me connected to the group in anyway because I was just disappointed that they aren’t who they said they were. 
          I just want to say that I am 100% on Bethany’s side and I support her. 
          I don’t regret any of the time though that I spent as a fellow adventure. I learned and did a lot within those years of watching venturiantale. I picked up doing art more, it encouraged me to take more art classes in high school, I wrote a lot of things, I made friends through the community. 
          The memories and skills I got are something I am super thankful for, but now’s the time that I put that behind and support the Sisters. 
          Anything that has to do with the brothers has been deleted. I didn’t care if it was great writing, I wanted it gone and no longer wanted to associate myself with the brothers. 

Hello people who still read my stuff. 
          So I recently came to the decision to unpublish everything. 
          The only things that are still up are a crappy BTS one shot and a original work. 
          Everything else is now unpublished. 
          I decided to do this because it’s bad writing and I am quite embarrassed about it now. Especially when lots of that writing was based on actual feelings and a lot of stuff I was dealing with during the time of it being published. I decided that it’s best to keep that stuff away from the internet.
          I even felt embarrassed about the AU’s I wrote. I feel that I would rather keep my work to myself and share it with close friends.
          I will say that during the time I was active on here, I did have a fun experience, I wasn’t expecting a story I wrote to get 1K reads at all.  But I also had to deal with the manager fans and the fans who think that the world revolves around them and that’s what kinda drove me away from the platform. 
          Lots of people just making dumb comments and not realizing the description of the story. It just feels like some decided to read it without reading the description for warnings. I hated having to take extra steps months later to clear up things. 
          I did have fun writing the stories and such it was something that I enjoyed. But sharing my work just isn’t for me since there is going to be people who just don’t understand how much time it takes to write and come up with the ideas. 
          I will no longer be publishing or writing anything on here once again. I never had plans to since 2019. 
          Thank you all for this amazing time and thank you so much for the support. 
          

Hi everyone. So a lot has changed in these past few weeks. I have decided to unpublish the Dan and Phil works because I felt that the stories I had written were just kinda creepy and some I felt like were stories where the fans would use it as a oh don’t read it if you don’t like creepy stuff kinda thing. I didn’t delete them, I left them as drafts cause never delete your writing. Plus I feel the fanfics about them I’ve published here almost seemed disrespectful so I decided that it needed to be unpublished. Same with some of the Venturiantale stuff. I kept some stuff cause it’s stuff that a lot of my readers really liked and such. I am still writing, not as much as I used to but I still have a lot of respect for authors out there who Publish fanfics here and aren’t afraid of what the fandom will think of them. That’s more what I’m afraid of now and days. I feel that I wanna put my past away and keep it from coming back up in the future. 
          I want anyone to know, any youtubers, idols etc, that come across my work, what’s published now is fictional and isn’t true and the events in these works are based on situations that have happened in my life and or I got inspiration from movies, tv, anime etc and I mean no disrespect. Thank you all and keep writing! 

Lol enjoy the unfinished one shot I published. It’s bad but I felt like publishing something old. 

I find it funny how I update my message board a lot more than I usually update my writing. So...I'm writing but not a lot. I've kind of found a passion for video editing. So I think I'll be changing my degree to editing. I don't know what the actual field name is called. My school offers a video editing class which fills up very qucikly so I gotta get myself into that class once fall registratin opens again. That or I may go into the social media field. I'm taking a class currently on social media and it's very interesting. I don't know what type of job that would be but I really am enjoying my class on it and it's my favorite class this semester. My media class is okay I'm not doing too well but since it's down to the last few weeks of the semester I really gotta pull through. I've found that my shakesphere class is really not for me. We are reading a new book every week so it's difficult to keep up with it especially when I don't like what we are reading. So maybe english really isnt for me in terms of interest. Now that I've found my weakness and stuff I'm feeling pretty good about fall semester. I really want to also look into maybe finding a dance class in my area that teaches K-Pop dances since that's all I wanna do anymore. It would be really cool to have something to do other than work outside school. I dont have very many friends anymore so its rare that I get to hang out with them. If I do find a class then I am going to see if they offer summer classes and have something to do outside of work during the summer. I dont have a ton planned for the summer so, it's better that I find something to do.

Hello all. 
          I am alive and well. I haven't really been writing, I've been mostly having a crisis over my degree. I want to change my major. I have yet to decide on a minor. That being said, I'm not giving up writing. But what I do want to do is go back to writing fanfics again. I have been writing fanfics but I don't share them as much as I used to anymore. The matter of writing fanfics is trying to find something that hasn't been done already. I want to try different genres.  I've stuck with romance for a while now and that's fine but maybe I need to try and look into writing different genres. For now, I'm trying to keep my life together and it hasn't been since December. As some of you have seen I've become a huge BTS fan which this whole fandom is crazy about. The one thing I am worried about is THOSE fans who make fun of X reader fics. I've been writing X reader fics for a few years and yeah some of them are cringy af but not all of them are. I've seen a few that are pretty good and are actually realistic. I'm also all up for writing fanfics about the members being together as well. I gotta go to class now so, pray I don't freak the hell out and doze off.

Hello all! 
          I just thought I would post my thoughts here because I’ve seen this happen a lot and it’s happened to me before as a Wattpad writer. When someone starts a really good series, they want an update. Yes that’s true. But people who push and push writers for them to update, or say that they’re too slow to update it and that they’ll just take over the story for you and write it their way, those people either haven’t written a story with a plot that doesn’t have holes in it. I myself have never pressured any authors into updating or said I would take over the story and have it go my own way. Please understand that when there are slow updates, it just means we put our blood sweat and tears into this update. Some people are faster than others at creating plots and that’s fine. Update to your hearts desire. But some of us, we want to think the plot fully through and make sure we don’t have any holes. After thinking about the plot, then comes the writing. Some of us go through many many many drafts before we come to a final draft. 
          As someone who was obsessed with trying to update all the time on Wattpad back in the day, the feeling of being rushed, just drained me. I felt that if I wanted to produce the best content then I would need to spend more time on it. And it’s not like all of us have all of the free time in the world. Outside of writing we have school, jobs, family and friends to attend to. 
          I just thought I would share my thoughts on this. 

Hi everyone! 
          So I want to give an update on what’s going on. I don’t think I’ll be writing anymore on here. I just haven’t written anything for a while for Wattpad I’m mostly writing stuff that is very likely not appropriate to share for Wattpad or I am spending so much time on figuring out the plot and filling plot holes. It’s just something I’m working on as a writer. I have so many ideas and like I said I love to give everyone my best work now that I am going to school for a degree in English. I am taking a creative writing class so that stuff may show up. I’m thinking that’ll be what I’ll be uploading. Some of these will be stories or poems about BTS, and things that have happened in my life. There are some I won’t share just cause they are really really personal and I would rather have that not out there on the net. I appreciate everyone who reads my old work that’s so bad. I can assure you that I am a lot better than I used to be then. I wish I could share my most recent stuff with you but it’s a little impossible. I may share little bits of my writing that I really like or I think are really good. I just may turn this into a place where I can share stuff like oh look at this that I wrote today I’m proud of it. I’ll have to separate it between BTS and other stuff that I write just Incase I have ARMYS here! So that’s a life update and I’ll keep you all updated on that! I’ll let you guys know when I upload those little bits of stuff. Also I want to add that, the Wattpad covers app has stopped working altogether and it upsets me because I had a lot more freedom creating my own covers and such but now I really can’t anymore sadly. I suck at editing photos for covers in general but idk maybe I’ll give it a try but I tend to put more time into the cover than anything. 

I’m wondering at this point if I should put something at the beginning of room 99 just cause it’s older than old. I want people to enjoy it but I don’t want them to think I’m a poor writer.  I mean I have improved over time and stuff but eh idk 

Okay so I figured I would give you guys an update on current life. Haha well I’m writing a lot. I haven’t really started working on other stuff, just the same story. I may post the drafts of those scenes here just to update and it may branch out to another idea. ✍ keep writing my lovelies! ❤️