amans puella

I am sick sick sick 

I love you I love you I love you

I don’t want to do it but what other choice do i have? I can’t live like this. I can’t live like this. 

I think you’re wrong. I don’t think I’m magnificent. 

I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t think I ever have.

i’m always the target. 

he might be the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

so. you see. well. I’m cooked.

I’m so entirely royally fucked

everything in me. is just. shattered.