amans puella

I don’t want to do it but what other choice do i have? I can’t live like this. I can’t live like this. 

I think you’re wrong. I don’t think I’m magnificent. 

I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t think I ever have.

i’m always the target. 

he might be the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

so. you see. well. I’m cooked.

I’m so entirely royally fucked

everything in me. is just. shattered.

it’s painful to remember the past when it’s starting to seem better than the future. 

I wonder if things ever really do get better. Or if the world just moves on to the next thing.