Sidaene

Well, well well.... Look what the cat dragged in?  XD 
          
          I am sorry that I have been gone for so, sooo long. Life has come inbetween and I think everyone can agree with me on that.; this year has not been the greatest but we have still been able to achieve some things, right? But how are y'all doing? I hope you are okey and that life is treating you well, despite the shit that has been going on.
          
          I just wanted to say that I'm still here, even though I'm very dormant and unactive. I haven't been writing or even journaling in a very long time though. I miss it. I miss a lot of things. My family, my cat, the joy of waking up in the morning. Being excited. 
          
          Sorry, not to give you the impression of that I am under some kind of depression. But maybe I am. Am I? 
          
          IN ANY CASE. This update it getting out of hand as I have no idea how to write it or what to say. In conclusion I am doing okey. I finally live with my boyfriend in a country that I really like and find beautiful; I'm learning a new language and stressing my ass and heart into crumbles because I don't have a job yet (but I haven't even lived here for that long yet!), so it would not be a forking surprise if I got a bit depressed - right? Am I overreacting????? 
          
          Sorry... There I go again. *deep breath in.......and exhale*
          
          
          
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          I hope you are doing well and that the rest of the year will be in your favour. That is all for now. 
          
          
          Sidaene out.

why did you stop wattpad

It has been some time since I was active here.
          Lots of things have happened, both in my personal life and here on Wattpad, too. I see there is a premium option and some kind of coin thingy -- what for?? 
          
          I have rediscovered Anne of Green Gables and I'm also hooked on this young adult book series The Selection. I have even found a great joy in Jane Austen's books; both series as well as Jane's writing have me in the mood for creating and writing.

Started watching Game of Thrones this week. Finished the first season in two days time. 

Happy New Year ☆

Happy Holidays everyone! 
          I'm sorry for my inactivity here. I'm studying drama now (but as of this now I'm home at my mother's to celebrate Christmas and New Year's). Studying takes a lot of my time, not that I complain because I love doing this. But still, I wish I had time to write.
          
          I hope you all have had a wonderful Christmas, and those of you who doesn't celebrate it I hope you have had a wonderful weekend and that this week will be just as great♡ 

In case you haven't noticed it already, I will tell you now.
          
          I have started to write AND publish chapters for the sequel to What Could Have Been: What Would Never Be. 
          
          Even though it is the second part of the story, this is a whole other story in it self, as I have come to discover. I am eager to continue writing, creating and telling this story because it has taken such a surprising turn for me who writes it. I don't know if you understand what I mean, but sometimes... Sometimes the story just takes over and tells itself.
          
          I will be updating about the progress of this project on my instagram sidaene.wattpad to sort of... shamelessly promote myself and this book. I call it project because that it what it is. A project. My project. 
          
          Ofcourse I have doubt. What if it won't be as good as the first book? What if people won't read it? So what...? I am, as always, writing for my own sake. Writing is my way of breathing. I need it. I need this.
          
          So with this little... uh... update, I hereby announce project What Would Never Be... uh... launched? Go? You know what I mean. I hope. 
          
          That was all, for now. PEACE!

Write. Just write.
          
          What's stopping you? Nothing but your own thoughts.
          
          Let yourself go...
          
          Write.

Happy Valentine's day ♡ 

In case you have seen that I posted a new story thing called Bad and Random, I just want to warn you: it is not childproof. So if you are underage, younger than 15!, then I suggest you stay away from that one. 
          
          All chapters are not bad though, I put <not childproof> in the title so you know which ones to stay away from. Alright? 
          
          Why is it not suitable for kids? It contains xxx and sometimes strong/harsh language - maybe violence too if I ever want to write about that. 
          
          Why do I write about those kind of things? Okey, first of all... I am an adult now. Secondly. I have written such things for years - badly written though but still... I just want to get it out of myself, let it leave my system. Okey?? 
          
          *sighs with frustration and embarrassment* Do I really have to be embarrassed though? Sex (there, I said it) is a normal thing. People have sex. People like sex. Not everyone, but still. GAH...!
          
          
          
          You get it now? Stay away from "Bad and Random" if you are less than 15! Or just the chapters that are titled <not childproof>. 
          
          Thank you for your time and enjoy the rest of your day~