Death.. although inevitable is the heartbreaking. Passing from the death of someone so close a story all on its own. I’d been away from here.. how long I don’t really know however detaching myself from the love of the two I was here for still seems impossible. Wrapping myself under the warmth of their moments of the love we saw was my escape, my bliss, my way to express who I was. Posting which was never a thought through process however it’d made me happy. Now.. standing amidst the grief of a lost family member, I’ve lost a part of that as well. Sidharth was a huge part of the last few years of my life. Before bigg boss, before the entire controversy I’d seen him play on our family tv screen. The charm of his absolutely irresistible. And then the union I’d never even thought of once came and took us all aboard a flight into a deep blue sea. Waves stirred up the bliss every now and then but this storm seems to have left no way back. This world seemed to have become a reality I can’t comprehend. The last 2 days have been inconsolable. The lurking feeling of uneasiness and the wrench of having to come in terms with what was next is something I’m sure all of us have faced. Sorry for having left you guys without an explanation but things happened at a note in which I had nothing left in me and now I feel I’ve been dug deeper into the grave of grief leaving me at a loss of things to say. A lot has been left unsaid but perhaps it’s best that way. I won’t be coming back on here… not for long at least. The books will stay but updating them is beyond me. Please take care of yourself and everyone around you. Thank you and I love you.❤️