Z <3

Maybe in some other world...
          
          Z <3

Yes, you miss them...
          But think about it...
          Do they?

Nope, just keep it in...
          
          Z <3

Screw it. 
          Why do I even care?
          
          Z <3

How long before we heal?
          
          Z <3

I wonder when it will stop hurting...
          
          Z <3

Disappointed...
          Yet again.
          
          Z <3

I AM JUST FINE
          I'm a daughter hiding my depression,
          I'm your sister making a good impression,
          I'm a friend acting like I'm fine,
          I'm a teenager pushing her tears aside,
          I'm the girl sitting next to you,
          I'm the one asking you to care,
          I'm your best friend, hoping you'll be there...
          
          Z <3
          
          
          

It is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything, so very deeply...
          
          Z <3

The tears don't leave your eyes
          Yet, you refuse to erase your smile.
          That, my dear, is strength...
          
          Z <3