They/them (I'm something, that's for sure.)
I'm 23 (somehow)
I exist, I guess.

Feeling down or being too hard on yourself? Just remember that you've probably accomplished more than this particular failure of a person right here.
There's always someone more pathetic and useless than you think you are (like me!)
That... probably doesn't help. But it's still true!

All I feel is despair.
Hope is not to be found, but created. But... how do you create something when you're always blinded by darkness?

2026... leaves a lot to be considered. How much is survival *really* worth?

I'm just so, *so* tired... The idea of eternal silence is just so comforting at times...
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SilentCrashOfThunder SilentCrashOfThunder Feb 23, 2026 11:07AM
I sincerely hope, more than anything, that this is my last year. I wish for nothing more at this point.
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