Jessica the Fallen Queen

When you realize that 90% of your problem was that you were trying to write digital instead of using good old paper. Only to get sidetracked half way through and now there’s a random bird cause you found a plot hole to fill in.
          
          Everything has ended up in the hand basket and I’m just along for the ride. 
          
          Complete side note I have some new material for poetry. Nothing better than writing out all of your frustrations! Especially since a good chunk of my writings are just gone and the only thing left of them is what’s up on Wattpad. I’m also thinking of trying to write out what’s happening in my DND campaign right now. Though no promises. I have to get permission before I do that. And that’s only if I remember to ask.
          
          Remember to stay hydrated. It fixes the lightheadedness

When you go in to post the prologue for the unedited and slightly cut version of the book you’ve been writing. But end up losing the notebook that has the names for all the books in the series. So you hold off posting it. Then you finish the beginning of chapter 1 and take it through editing, and are about to post it as well. Only to realize that you never found that notebook with the book names.
          
          So I’m not dead. And I have been writing. I just haven’t been doing poetry. Now I’ve been holding off posting the prologue chapter only because I can’t find the name for the book. As such I have decided to post it under a completely different placeholder name until I find my notebook. So keep your eyes out either tomorrow or Sunday, cause I don’t know if I’m going to be forced to socialize tomorrow. There have been talks about it.
          
          See y’all on the flip side!

Hello everyone. Sorry that I've been gone for so long. It legitimately was not intentional. But I come binging news!
          
          I'm finally getting my poetry book published! 
          
          This is actually something that I've been working on for around 6-7 years at this point and I finally have enough material that has survived and meets the cut to actually use for a book. Since Silence From A Star has finally reached 50 parts and 6.5K reads, I decided to bite the bullet and get my poems actually published.
          
          Now it's still going to take a while, but as this is going on I am going to go back through my poems in Silence From A Star. This means fixing any errors and minor corrections, to complete sentence overhauls. If I'm being honest, most of the poems in Silence From A Star are rough drafts. Only maybe 7 or 8 of all the poems in that entire thing had any sort of polishing done to it. Even then I normally didn't read back through what I had typed before posting it the majority of the time. 
          
          While I edit the poems and stories in the book, I will also be deciding what will meet the cut for the poetry book I will be publishing. If I'm being realistic, only maybe half of the poetry in Silence From A Star will probably make the cut without needing to be severely edited. Something that I really don't want to do as that would involve changing parts of my work that are a part of what makes it what it is.
          
          If any of you have any suggestions, or a specific poem that you would like to see edited or considered for publishing. Then I would love to hear what you think or have to say.
          
          Some of the poems might even be getting a new companion piece, so make sure to keep you eyes out.
          
          That's all for now everyone! Happy Days!

I HAVE BEEN REJECTED BY DEATH AND STILL HAVE ALL MY LIMBS!
          
          Also my book has been found, now if all of the pencils in my house would please stop going missing whenever I have the motivation to write that would be great, thanks!

Sorry that I’ve been away for so long. Moving cross country and dealing with a lot of things will do that to a person. But I’m back for now and still writing.
          
          Silence From A Star will be updated this month, just as soon as I find the box that has my writing journal in it.
          
          I’ve also taken up streaming for now. Though right now it’s just some games that I have on Steam. If you want to check it out I’m on Twitch under the same name. Any advice or feedback would be greatly appreciated! 
          
          That’s all for now. Just stay safe everyone!

I may have made a huge mistake. I mentioned the potato god thing in my friends group chat.... we have a bible and a name now. Also we just need three more people to get it recognized by the state. I am called the Founder, I hold no power. Its just a crappy title that tells everyone that I'm the reason this thing exists. We started last week on Monday and I am teriffied.
          
          I might post what we have of the bible on here if anyone wants to see it.

I don't know how this happened, but I started a thing involving a chicken demon and a cult that worships a potato god..... How did this even happen?

I have been up for over 16 hours by now. Everything is starting to blur, I'm smelling smoke and cleaning supplies, grinning like a lunatic, laughing at the weird figures out of the corners of my eyes as I have assend far past the mortal concepts of mental stability. I am seeing the swirling vortex of colors that make up the universe and by the stars it is glorious. The jester is dancing, we're all having a gay old time and I'm probably going to pass out like a drunk person in about 20 or so minutes. 
          
          SMELL THE RAINBOW! TAST THE RAINBOW! BECOME THE RAINBOW!

Just heard the news. Rest in peace Blood God. May the stars be with you and the Lady Moon guide your way.

I FOUND THEM! I FOUND THEM! 
          
          Turns out I'm even more of an idiot then I thought. I not only had my spare poems that I made a while ago backed up on Docs, but the original hand written version was in my blue notebook. I should have known that considering that book, along with my sketchbook, were the two main things that I always had on me at the time.
          
          Don't you worry though, I have around twelve ish or so poems that I can refit for Silince from a Star and an idea for Error and the Admins. Though this needs to be asked, what AU of F!God Error do you think I'm using as the base for the Admins book?  I'll let the  one with the closest guess ask any question of their choosing so long as they do not ask for any personal info about me, such as where I live or what I look like. May the best one win!