To the people who knows me in the real world:


People so curious as we see
A girl pass by smiling happily,
But behind that smile can't they see?
The girl's life is a misery....

Look closely pleading to see
Each of her eyes is as cold as ice
Her face is tired from working
And her body is shaking

Inside she feels bitter and cold
But outside she looks like more of a heart of gold
She maybe friendly and happy,
But the truth is she was scared and lonely

Do you all know she's waiting?
For you to know she's crying...
Her dreams are fading
Her mind is shutting
Her body's trembling
But do you know she keeps smiling?

Behind that's smile is a lie
Her last words fly like a butterfly
And there she lays her body where she lies
With a single tear to say goodbye

"I'm tired of crying, I'm sick of trying
Yes I'm smiling 
but inside 
I'm dying"