That One Penguin Boy

I was wondering if you can help me. Im a trans boy and Im also gay. I really want to come out as gay but i dont know what to do. Im already out as trans and i get a lot of hate for it and its dangerous for me to be alone outside because people hurt me. I also get a lot of crap from my grandma who lives with me and my parents. Its killing me that i cant tell them im gay. I hate myself because of all of this and sometimes i just want to die. Sorry...

Hewwo Kyle I logged out of your account on mom's phone so you need to log back in XP

highschool is a pain in my butt

By the way to all of u who i havent talked tou yet i am transgender and i go by guy pronouns please and thank you.

she died... she killed herself. Im done... I'm done

goodbye guys 

I'm so heartbroken right now

Is there any way I can help? I promise I'd do anything.

It will be okay in the end, if it's not okay now, it's not the end.

everything is being put on hold for a while. I have a lot going on. sorry tyty