Silent_wanderer4

Different People, Are Different. 

Silent_wanderer4

Now that the year is gone. 
          I'll say my goodbye, I'll try and go on.
          Now that you're happy, you have a good life.
          We say our goodbyes, we drop the knife.
          Our chapter is over, the story must play through. 
          They've cast our parts away, now I'm done with you.
          Every time I try, or at least jump out of the way.
          You come to me yelling, No! Not today!
          I don't know what else to do, I'm over you.
          I hope you understand.
          Just let go of my hand.
          

Silent_wanderer4

I've run out of words to say.
          My heart is done for the day.
          You're gone, but I don't know the form.
          And from now on to my self I will scorn.
          I see no fate, no point in pushing through.
          Now I know how she felt, because now I've lost you.
          We're not meant to be.
          I just wish I could've been able to see.
          It huuurrrrts.
          Soooooooo bad. 
          Why'd you make me think you were something I could have had?
          The tears won't stop coming!
          The flow won't stop running!
          Please, say goodbye.
          So I know you're alright.

Silent_wanderer4

Scared to the bone. Lost and alone. Confused and scarred. It's so freaking hard. Crying and staying up late. Who knew this was my fate? Not the first impression I wanted. Pushed and confronted. Never understood and assumptions surround me. Nothing's as true as it could be. Embarrassed and ashamed. I was shunned and lamed.