hey guys- been a while... but i got TEA. 
          
          ok so, as u all know, my bf and i broke up and stuff, and now its the next year. and so, the tea is, i might like another guy 
          
          so for context: my ex was a very.. feminine? dude... idk, but it felt like i was the man in the relationship, and i like more masculine men... anyway- theres this guy that i was friends with while i was dating my ex, and lets give some info on him... he is KNOWN around the school as one of the best looking guys (hes 2 years older than me), and he does callisthenics and EVERYTHING. well his actual personality is very confident, but hes still introverted and never talks to anyone.. BUT HE TALKS TO ME (and some of his friends ofc), and so, i couldnt get close to him bc i had a bf at the time, and so that was that. but at the start of this year, i cut of my butt length hair to my shoulders (almost 20 inches cut off!) and we started talking again. we talked abt anime for the most part, which is GREAT!! but anyway, he always looks at me in the eye while i talk, tries to show off in front of me (backflips, arm wrestles, etc), and even my sister says he stares at me a bunch! anywho- HE IS SO FINE BRUUUU- LIKE HE HAS DIRTY BLONDE HAIR, BIG BLUE EYES, TAN SKIN- AND OMG DONT GET ME STARTED ON HIS BODY- AUGHHHHHH- AND HIS FACE IS SO CHISLED, even tho we in hs, he looks like a college student 
          
          so- what now? idk lmao 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          write a fanfic abt my life atp 

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hey, been a while!
          as you can see, i have deleted the post about my (ex) boyfriend. lemme explain.
          
          we started to date in april, and it was good for 3 months! we would stay up and text, HAPPY stuff, and he would always make sure i felt comfortable around him. july , i start to feel more uncomfortable; he would grab my thigh without asking (he used to ask), push me near his... yk..., all that sorta stuff. 
          
          so i have ths 'friend', we'll call her E, E was always so kind to me, but there was an issue with her, she liked my boyfriend. before we started dating, she openly admitted to liking him, but he rejected her. because she 'got over him' i was like "FINALLY WE CAN BE FRIENDS" but in the end, we liked eachother BLAH BLAH. anyway, one time  when i got home, i wasnt texting him bc i was rlly uncomfortable around him, (that day he was weird) and so i just ignored the messages. well E went out and texted me for teh first time in AGES, so i respond. ALSO- while this happened, he put me through a lot of shit- so we would talk abt how hard life is, have he wants to die, all this stuff at like 3 in the morning EVERY night. we had exams around that time (mid year ones.) ANYWAYS- turns out that he went and asked her to 'test' me to see if i would respond to others and not him (ick). he then went out and messaged me being like "E just said u texted her, why not me" and stuff. ALSO- AGAIN- he would always ask my best friend, B, if i would respond to her and not him. 
          
          so this was one of the MANY things he would do, but the main thing he did, was complaining. at 3 in the fucking morning, i would wake up to a "hey... i feel kinda sad rn..." EVERY DAY! so i stopped talking to him. call me unempathetic or wtv, but i couldn't. my sister was going through an ED, my dad had just been spamming my texts after like 5 years, and my world was falling apart, and i had this dude complaining abt life? fuck no.
          
          theres limited space-ask me questions if u want! ill explain the breakup there!

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ok so if you know me from any fandom besides dsmp, u dont need to read :). OK DSMP FANS, what do u all think abt the wilbur situation? i did actually cry when i found out what happened and when i had to remove all the lovejoy/wilbur soot songs from my playlists. im SO glad im broke and a minor so i wasnt able to buy tickets or lovejoy merch, but it hurts to know that someone i actually looked up to turned out to be a fucking cunt. love you all and stay safe<3

WHY DOES WATTPAD KEEP HAVING TO LOG ME OUT  anyway, happy new year everyone! im back and im better then ever :)

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