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I’m sad and just annoyed with life. Orlando passed away two days before Christmas and I’m broken and I honestly can’t deal with the hurt it’s ruining my mood and I’m numb. 

Guys I need your help what should I write? A poem, smut? Let me know. I want to try to come back into this app like I used to. 
          
          
          ❤️Debs

Hey everyone!! 
          
          I wanted to tell you all I have Instagram please follow me @dreamydebs98 

I can’t stop singing these two songs and I got addicted to the movie thanks to my sister and now my wife loves it too.
          
          1st song 
          
          https://youtu.be/yebNIHKAC4A?si=tq2tSOFYlPQEJ53s
          
          Second song
          
          https://youtu.be/983bBbJx0Mk?si=LRJ_fWls9bV8r44h
          
          I hope everyone is having an amazing weekend!!
          
          ❤️Debs

To everyone on this app, I would like to say thank you for always being by my side and yes, I am finally married to the love of my life. I will change my picture on my page so you can see us too. I also wanted to say it’s been a long journey and I’ve done everything. I bought my wife a Tesla an expensive car we are going to South Carolina this weekend for a honeymoon and in two years we will be doing the big wedding in Dominican Republic her country. I hope everybody is doing good. Take care of yourself drink lots of water eat food and love yourself.

Hey everyone yesterday was my bachelorette and this Friday I’m getting married!!!
          
          
          How’s everyone doing???

IM ENGAGED!!!!

Hey everyone on Wattpad I just wanted you guys to know that I’m still dealing with a couple of eating problems and I have lost 8 pounds in like a week. I’ve been struggling with eating disorder since I was 12 years old. I am not saying this to trigger anyone who has an eating disorder or that has depression or anxiety, all I am saying is that it’s been rough. I’ve been talking to my therapist about my feelings. She even realize that I’ve lost weight and is worried but I’m working on a day by day. I just lost my hunger and when I’m hungry I just tend to have a coffee. But in regards of this message and the purpose of this message is that none of you guys are alone and I appreciate the people that still talk to me. I think the roots of all this is when my anxiety hits I can’t eat. I tried taking a couple bites of my food and then mentally I just can’t eat no more so I am struggling. It’s crazy how the world works. You go to therapy to fix yourself to get better to get better for yourself and your partner and then it spirals all the way down again which means I have to work harder on it. I have matured a lot, and my dream is to not feel the way that I feel sometimes but again it’s a journey.

Hi Debs! I'm so sorry i haven't been active on here. i've been busy with school and personal things.
          
          i hope you know that i love you so much  

TW: relapse, Ed venting
          One foot forward like 5 steps back man I really freaking relapsed and now it’s need days I have not eaten a damn thing.
          No lie I’m trying so hard but I can’t do it right now and all I want to do is sleep all damn day. Depression sucks and my therapist is getting worried because I’m going backwards .