Harrixer

Hey Girl! I love your 'DJ's falling in love' story. Hardy and Marty ship is so cute. Plz girl, make so more Fanfiction on them. With more romance, emotions, and with more parts. Plz girl, I love Harrixer Shipping. But nobody wrote any Fanfic on them except you. That's why imma requesting to you. Will be waiting, thank you!

I kinda want, just for fun, to make a book filled with the conversations between me and my ex boyfriend  should I or should I not?

Really hoping to go to the Revealed lable night as to Martin Garrix all ages, I'll scream if my parents let me go to both

Somewhere in between 
          Who I used to be
          And who I'll be tomorrow 
          When the champagne blows my mind
          Thrills don't come for free
          The price you pay for dreams
          In a sea of strangers 
          I can't find me anymore..

That weird feeling of not talking to that person who made you feel so special every day is something you can't really describe.. You miss them every day but you can't talk to them cuz you don't want to be the one who always starts the convo but when you talk to them in person you feel so happy again that you're even talking to them and they are happy too..
          Why can't you make up your mind, I know you can't read this since you don't have this app, cuz I'm hurting everytime you leave or when we hug.. To me it feels like I lost the final piece of my heart that you ripped out and never gave back to me, it feels like there's a battle going on in my heart everytime I talk to you and when we hug, it feels like my heart is tearing and tearing more apart as the days pass but you doesn't seem to feel that way.. You say that I'm the sweetest girl you've ever met and that you don't want to loose me but by not talking to me you're losing me part by part, till I'm recovered by this and you're on the ground begging me to come back. In all honesty.. I would come back to you, even tho you don't deserve me, I would always come back to you cuz you're the most special person in the world to me even tho we are not together anymore. I just can't loose you, you're the only person who made me feel special, beautiful and loved in my 18 years of walking on this earth and I had the most pleasant faith of meeting you and having these loving memories with you.. I hope one day you're gonna see this and realise what kinda girl you lost in your life, that you lost a diamond of a girl while you were unsure of your feelings towards me and being committed to someone for some time.. 
          
          Good luck in your life,
          Your ex-girlfriend who still loves you with her broken heart..

Update on my last post:
          
          Me and my boyfriend have broken up..
          It turned out he was already seeing me as his best friend again and changed his status' on everything already..
          I feel so broken right now, like someone has heated up a knife in the sun and the centre of the earth and has stabbed me right through my heart and twisted it..
          I try to talk to him, not as boyfriend and girlfriend anymore, but as friends again. But he says that we have to take it easy and maybe talk or see each other not for awhile..
          I need help, pls?

Question to anyone here;
          
          I'm in a relationship with my boyfriend for more than 8 months but there's slowly rising a problem.
          
          He is doubting if he wants to be with me as my boyfriend or if he wants to be best friends.
          He says he loves me and thinks I'm the best girl he has ever met but he also thinks that it is better for us to have no lable for awhile and maybe after some time that we can call ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend.
          
          He is a marine officer and he has to go on sea from time to time and he thinks because he will be away for months that he will dissapoint me for letting me down, that I'll be alone for those months and that he won't be able to contact me since there will be terrible to no connection on the ship.
          
          I've talked to him about it and said that he won't ever dissapoint me and that I'm proud of what he does and that I never want him to change his job for the world.
          But he's still doubting and like doesn't want to be close in public anymore, but when we're alone we kiss and we do stuff only people in relationships do.
          
          I'm getting close to a breaking point and I don't know what to do since he just doesn't answer my questions about it but tells me on everything that I'm beautiful, amazing and that he doesn't want to lose me and wants me in his life.
          
          Does anyone know what to do? I'm close to breaking or even breaking his heart and erasing him from my life.. 
          
          Help

I'm seriously in shock here
          
          DJ's Falling In Love has reached 1K reads!! 
          
          I never thought people would actually read it but here we are 1K reads further and I've met my concert and festival bestie through this story 
          
          Thank you for all of the reads and hopefully we'll reach the 2K 

Yesterday at this time I saw Imagine Dragons during their last show of the Smoke + Mirrors Tour in Amsterdam 
          They were amazing and I cried during Dan's speech about Paris 
          Their performance was amazing and Sunset Sons, their support act, gained a new fan
          Hope I'll see them again with their next tour 

I really want to cry my eyes out now
          Why has every DJ that I like a gf?
          First Hardwell than Martin Garrix and now, maybe, Headhunterz?!
          I'm so sad and I feel so depressed now 
          Who knows some depressing songs? I need them right now